DreamWorld Hermethe

I created the website this Tuesday, 12-09-08, but since it still goes through lots of updating, I have to postpone the announcement.
It's http://hermethe.weebly.com/

Dec. 06, 08 nightmare & This morning's words

I had a nightmare last night, or should I say, last last morning, somewhere around 1-4 am.

There, I saw a large worm crawling from a hollow block sand pot and I freaked out, then when I turned to someone, he was holding a big worm.

I woke up, catching my breath. Then I tried to sleep again.


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This morning, I woke up listening to a bible discussion show. I don't know what the show was called.
I woke up listening to "God hates pride", Proverbs 16-18. I wanted to take up our bible to see it, but it's in the morning and I feel sinfully lazy.

I soon continued watching, and it continued to Saul and David about the topic, "jealousy". Then, "Without God in your heart, you are empty." Yes, indeed. And that inspires me to make a Christian manga with Risan and Frhaine as main charas. 8D

I want to read the bible more, honestly. But with people like my parents are in the house, it's kinda...depressing. They think it's corny to read it. :( Such encouraging parents I have

Hmm, that's all...

The Mad March Hare: Behind the Scenes

Frayne and I had a little conversation before this shot of hers was actually taken.
Here's how it went:

Frayne: Sheesh, no better costume for this?
Frhaine: >:( It's not like we have enough budget! All you need is a cosplay for a while, so deal with it!
Frayne: Grr... You know what? I don't even get paid for this!
Frhaine: X( Just pose out there and look cute!
Frayne: *Mumbles in her weird native language*
Frayne notices the odd cup.
Frayne: Eh? What kind of cup is this? *lifts it up*
Frhaine: *screams* Now look at what you did! Now we dont' have any chance of winning! X(
Frayne: <:<>Now can I leave? :D

:| I kinda wanted to give her the same blank stare, but ahahaha, I'd look like a moron...Not that I'm not yet already : D

To tell you honestly, I love Alice in Wonderland. It's a base of my favorite memories... And when I watched it again to get ideas, I had more ideas than I could actually get, although they're for my stories. ^^
I really love it so much, though...

An Update

So they came back again...Katrina and Maricris, to be exact...and they brought Jocelle along! :pissedoff: I hated the fact that they tries to invade my personal life... That's why it's "personal", right? Personal things are fun to explore...controversies and all that stuff. But we should at least consider the person we're trying to explore, ya?! So stay out of my personal life!!!!!!

The fact and the point is, I DON'T MISS A SINGLE FUCKIN' THING ABOUT THEM!!!!!!!!!! Graaaahh!!!!

Reunion of 2nd Year HS from CKSC

Yesterday (Mar. 27, 08), two of my ex-classmates Lougin and Mark came to the house to ask me if I'm coming with them for a reunion the following day. Lougin said that our English teacher/adviser Ma'am Ghem (Germaine) wanted to see us again.

So that day came, which is today, Mar. 28, 08. When we came to Lougin's house (where the reunion is to be held), we waited for quite a long time for Ma'am Ghem to come. She soon came with MJ (Mark Jan, the mortal enemy), and she said that she was surprised to see that MJ is so silent. WTF...

So yeah, "reunion"... I thought that they would notice the change in me, but I'm certain that they didn'.t. Not much reaction to my appearance, my personality... Jeez, some lame people.

Maricris was the top 1 of her class, Lougin experienced most of the good times and good studies in her school, so many opportunities... I wish I had them, so I wouldn't dream so hard of achieving a good life; so that I wouldn't be so emo...

When I first found out about the reunion, I was happy and excited to see them again. But today, I'm just disappointed... They should've at least made it a happy reunion... Instead, it was just like an old visit to some old "friends". Stress on the "friends" because I don't think my connection with them was deep. In fact, today, none of them actually enjoyed talking to me, as if it was how things were before...

The trauma that I had before...it's like it's accumulating up again. I really DO wish that I was Shaia...the Shaia who never cared about what idiots thought of her, the Shaia who never took time to pay attention to them, the Shaia whom I admire for every time I wish that I could be someone... Why can't I? Shaia was just based on me...so it should be easy for me to live like her. As someone born under the year of the Monkey, why am I so different? I should be uncaring of them... I should pay attention to those who do like me, and not those who care for their own!

Why can't anyone see this misery? I wish there was someone who cares...who understands!

Cheerios