Dec. 06, 08 nightmare & This morning's words

I had a nightmare last night, or should I say, last last morning, somewhere around 1-4 am.

There, I saw a large worm crawling from a hollow block sand pot and I freaked out, then when I turned to someone, he was holding a big worm.

I woke up, catching my breath. Then I tried to sleep again.


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This morning, I woke up listening to a bible discussion show. I don't know what the show was called.
I woke up listening to "God hates pride", Proverbs 16-18. I wanted to take up our bible to see it, but it's in the morning and I feel sinfully lazy.

I soon continued watching, and it continued to Saul and David about the topic, "jealousy". Then, "Without God in your heart, you are empty." Yes, indeed. And that inspires me to make a Christian manga with Risan and Frhaine as main charas. 8D

I want to read the bible more, honestly. But with people like my parents are in the house, it's kinda...depressing. They think it's corny to read it. :( Such encouraging parents I have

Hmm, that's all...

Reflecting

Lately, I've been very sensitive and thoughtful about my life.

I've been thinking: Is my life new or was I a living soul before as well, and when God sent me down as a new person, he erased my previous memories and became a new person?

Before that, I kept on believing that I'm a new soul, that's why I make easy mistakes that a normal person can't make. (This is actually proven in my Dreamworld chapters)

I've been sensitive about communicating with God, too, and I've realized that I DO want to know him better than just someone who gives life and takes it back when one has accomplished his deeds.

I've talked to April Sierra on this and I thank God that He used her as an instrument to clear my path so I could see straight. There are still things that are unclear to me, but I'm glad she's easy to approach. :) Thanks, April. :)

I would like to brag about having her as a friend and as a guide.
It may seem embarrassing that someone younger than me has more wisdom and insights than I, but I'm actually happy that their are still kids who approach God. I'm really happy... My peers couldn't be as close, I guess, and so they led me away from Him. I'm really glad April is there, along with sir 2sai4. :)

I've discovered a really good site: http://www.jesus2020.com/followup.html
Please view it. You won't regret it! :D
Here's another: BibleGateway.com - Revelation 3:20

As much as I hate to admit it, but I don't really read the bible. I'd rather listen to someone discuss it for me, because when I start oggling my eyes over the letters, I start becoming lazy and dizzy...<:< Am I really that demonic? I can't even stand reading a bible... But I'm interested to learn more about it, and I'm honest about that.

I was honest in everything that I shared to you here, and I hope you won't be afraid to do this as well. :) I'm proud that I did this. I hope you are, too.

I have to thank so many people for this...
I'll just leave it to God. He knows those people. ^_^
Thanks, everyone.