We've been discussing the whole time about what course I should get. Then while eating lunch, dad told us that his granddad died at the age of 105, and my great-grandmother died at the age of 95 +
Omg, they live such long lives O.o
I can't stop being afraid of ghosts yesterday...
While I was at school last Wednesday, I was feeling sleepy, then when I tried to continue writing and saw my eye on my ballpen, and it was staring at me! >< style="font-style: italic;">Na-tuliro tuloy ako, napatunganga habang nakatingin dun sa corner na un... Hindi ko kasi mapaniwalaan, tapos dun ko napag-tanto na sana wag bumukas ang third eye ko.
That's all...
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Friday, December 12, 2008
DreamWorld Hermethe
I created the website this Tuesday, 12-09-08, but since it still goes through lots of updating, I have to postpone the announcement.
It's http://hermethe.weebly.com/
It's http://hermethe.weebly.com/
Saturday, December 6, 2008
ART Week
These pics aren't drawn this week, but I have to post them somewhere just so I can finally remove them from my hard disk. I'll only post the raws.
Drew this for felt tip marker practice. I also wanted to practice traditional arts, but I kinda fail... At that time I was having some sort of an art block so I tried drawing a love tree, then I thought, "I've not been drawing Raei for a while as much as I do when I was younger, so here, I will draw you, Raei!" I took this pic using my cousin Nani's digicam when she lent it to us :3
This was drawn on the next page of the "My tongue got burned" comic. I was having splendid images in my mind back then, but I couldn't execute it well with hand... I kinda have Shirley Fennes on mind, but I was just remember ToL back then. :|
This is some sort of high-end fashion with elemental issues.
This one was drawn using my gift as a reference. The theme was "something cute" and I got this cute keychain creature whose nose got cut off for some reason...
Ehh...that's all. Everything else was posted in the Etherland account.
Drew this for felt tip marker practice. I also wanted to practice traditional arts, but I kinda fail... At that time I was having some sort of an art block so I tried drawing a love tree, then I thought, "I've not been drawing Raei for a while as much as I do when I was younger, so here, I will draw you, Raei!" I took this pic using my cousin Nani's digicam when she lent it to us :3
This was drawn on the next page of the "My tongue got burned" comic. I was having splendid images in my mind back then, but I couldn't execute it well with hand... I kinda have Shirley Fennes on mind, but I was just remember ToL back then. :|This is some sort of high-end fashion with elemental issues.
This one was drawn using my gift as a reference. The theme was "something cute" and I got this cute keychain creature whose nose got cut off for some reason...
Ehh...that's all. Everything else was posted in the Etherland account.
Dec. 06, 08 nightmare & This morning's words
I had a nightmare last night, or should I say, last last morning, somewhere around 1-4 am.
There, I saw a large worm crawling from a hollow block sand pot and I freaked out, then when I turned to someone, he was holding a big worm.
I woke up, catching my breath. Then I tried to sleep again.
~~~~~
This morning, I woke up listening to a bible discussion show. I don't know what the show was called.
I woke up listening to "God hates pride", Proverbs 16-18. I wanted to take up our bible to see it, but it's in the morning and I feel sinfully lazy.
I soon continued watching, and it continued to Saul and David about the topic, "jealousy". Then, "Without God in your heart, you are empty." Yes, indeed. And that inspires me to make a Christian manga with Risan and Frhaine as main charas. 8D
I want to read the bible more, honestly. But with people like my parents are in the house, it's kinda...depressing. They think it's corny to read it. :( Such encouraging parents I have
Hmm, that's all...
There, I saw a large worm crawling from a hollow block sand pot and I freaked out, then when I turned to someone, he was holding a big worm.
I woke up, catching my breath. Then I tried to sleep again.
~~~~~
This morning, I woke up listening to a bible discussion show. I don't know what the show was called.
I woke up listening to "God hates pride", Proverbs 16-18. I wanted to take up our bible to see it, but it's in the morning and I feel sinfully lazy.
I soon continued watching, and it continued to Saul and David about the topic, "jealousy". Then, "Without God in your heart, you are empty." Yes, indeed. And that inspires me to make a Christian manga with Risan and Frhaine as main charas. 8D
I want to read the bible more, honestly. But with people like my parents are in the house, it's kinda...depressing. They think it's corny to read it. :( Such encouraging parents I have
Hmm, that's all...
Friday, November 28, 2008
Scheming
OMFG...The most unplanned scheme ever.
As I was googling for scarves, I realized that I put Tsuna in a winter theme... wtf.
Doesn't he have that flame thing on his head when he goes into that...mode? *forgot*
So I figured I'll include in the description next time: "I'm trying to freeze him to death, yes" lol it'll be so fun hehehhe
Anyway, since I haven't really seen KHR, ever *i'm such a loser awaaaaaa*, I'm gonna guess more stuff around working on that WIP.
Haaaaah I should've researched sum moawr.
*ends*
Friday, November 14, 2008
New haircut...
I got it yesterday (Thurs)
And like before
I STILL DIDN"T GET THE RESULT I WANT :|
I already gave them a reference of the hair I want, and I made it detailed as possible
BUT WHY COULDN"T GET GET WHAT THE CUSTOMER WANTS OH XIETTTT
They gave me a frikkin' bob, where in fact, I'm trying to get a Shaia-minus-bangs-and-fangs alskdsafmdfds,fsgmfdfsg
Oh, and it was full moon last night ^_^
And like before
I STILL DIDN"T GET THE RESULT I WANT :|
I already gave them a reference of the hair I want, and I made it detailed as possible
BUT WHY COULDN"T GET GET WHAT THE CUSTOMER WANTS OH XIETTTT
They gave me a frikkin' bob, where in fact, I'm trying to get a Shaia-minus-bangs-and-fangs alskdsafmdfds,fsgmfdfsg
Oh, and it was full moon last night ^_^
Monday, November 10, 2008
At nagtagumpay ang pang-aahas
Tanggal si Kuya Kiko...
Sa tingin ko, medyo bumbaba ang tingin ko sa kanya, hindi dahil natanggal siya, kundi dahil naging diktator siya... Pero kahit ganun, mhal ko pa rin un ^.^
Si Rob ang binigyan niya ng Itim na Perlas.
Sa tingin ko, kaya si Rob ang pinili niya ay para matuto ito na huwag maging mukhang pera.
Pero, sana naisip muna ni Kiko na kapag iniwan mo ang mga mahihina kasama ng mga ahas (o buwaya), hindi na dapat sila pagkatiwalaan ng maluwag pa.
Si Charisse, isa sa mga pinaka-plastik, kunwari iiyak-iyak diyan, tapos si Kiko rin naman ang ibinoto.
Si Kaye, guilty.
Si Chris, hay naku, ang husay mag-panggap. Kunwa'y walang alam.
Mga madaling mauto--mahihina ang utak.
Si Marlon, baboy pa rin, hayup, punyeta, gago! Ahas at buwaya sa katawan ng isang baboy!
Sa tingin ko, medyo bumbaba ang tingin ko sa kanya, hindi dahil natanggal siya, kundi dahil naging diktator siya... Pero kahit ganun, mhal ko pa rin un ^.^
Si Rob ang binigyan niya ng Itim na Perlas.
Sa tingin ko, kaya si Rob ang pinili niya ay para matuto ito na huwag maging mukhang pera.
Pero, sana naisip muna ni Kiko na kapag iniwan mo ang mga mahihina kasama ng mga ahas (o buwaya), hindi na dapat sila pagkatiwalaan ng maluwag pa.
Si Charisse, isa sa mga pinaka-plastik, kunwari iiyak-iyak diyan, tapos si Kiko rin naman ang ibinoto.
Si Kaye, guilty.
Si Chris, hay naku, ang husay mag-panggap. Kunwa'y walang alam.
Mga madaling mauto--mahihina ang utak.
Si Marlon, baboy pa rin, hayup, punyeta, gago! Ahas at buwaya sa katawan ng isang baboy!
Friday, November 7, 2008
urgh
If I published DreamWorld earlier than TotA was released, I probably wouldn't be so bothered like this...
Cuz why does Luke have to be so similar to Ri-sama... -_____-;;
I now regret making Risan a religious guy
I frikkin regret it
Urgh...
And Tear loves cute things *_*
So that means I should cancel Shaia's tsundere side too?
;-;
I feel so phail aslksfjvdmkgd,fsaf
Cure meeeeeh~
Cuz why does Luke have to be so similar to Ri-sama... -_____-;;
I now regret making Risan a religious guy
I frikkin regret it
Urgh...
And Tear loves cute things *_*
So that means I should cancel Shaia's tsundere side too?
;-;
I feel so phail aslksfjvdmkgd,fsaf
Cure meeeeeh~
Thursday, October 30, 2008
WE WON~!!!!
We won last night in Sports Fest basketball~!
Both girls and bois~
Overview:
My favorite players (Boys)
Bervic - dahil maabilidad at nakakamangha 8DDDDD
Jimbo - dahil nakakamangha
Joerinie - dahil nakakamangha
hahahahhhhahhahahahahahha recycled
My favorite players (girls)
Lou Anne
Jizza
Lhea
Jazel
8D
dahil lahat sila nakakatuwang pagmasdan :))
I'm still kinda tired... Let someone else do the review -_______-;; or pay me $10 :D
Both girls and bois~
Overview:
My favorite players (Boys)
Bervic - dahil maabilidad at nakakamangha 8DDDDD
Jimbo - dahil nakakamangha
Joerinie - dahil nakakamangha
hahahahhhhahhahahahahahha recycled
My favorite players (girls)
Lou Anne
Jizza
Lhea
Jazel
8D
dahil lahat sila nakakatuwang pagmasdan :))
I'm still kinda tired... Let someone else do the review -_______-;; or pay me $10 :D
Shaia Project: Concept Parade
Shaia
Age: (in this picture) 13
Skin: pale peach
Hair color: Lavender/ light purple
Iris: Crimson
Accessories: 1 earring on her right ear (her earrings), 2 joined earrings on the left (Jhay and Trase's gifts to her), satchel, Health potion, red Bind Choker
Attack/ Skill Type: Dexterity, stealth, slash & pierce through, step, deception, agility class,
Weapons of choice: Metallic leaf projectile set, Samera (Sword), platform shoes
Background story: • Shaia acquired the two joined earrings before Trase (older sister) died, and when Jhay gave her a pair of handcrafted bronze earrings as a parting gift. They, along with her own earrings, come in pairs, but due to her belief (if I lost one of the pairs, then it'd be useless, so just display one of them and that's what makes it look cooler), she only displays one of each pair.
• When she's around 7 years old, right after Trase's death, she left her home country Theraxia to find her sister's murderer and sought for revenge, which were considered violations in Theraxia. When she left, she accidentally fell into one of the Bari'n Lai Tribe's traps. The town chief Zuri, realizing that she's a harmless young child, freed her but when they found out that she was carrying a sword (Sarem, younger version of Samera), they had to take her in for interrogation.
•During the investigation, she was introduced to the chief's 10-year-old son, Jhay. She was found to be an orphan, and Zuri's younger sister offered Shaia to be her adopted daughter, making Jhay and her (illegitimate) cousins. During her stay there, she was trained to be a warrior with Jhay as her teacher.
•When she reached the age of 10, she had to undergo rituals to be an official native of the tribe. Being unfamiliar of the risks, she was unaware that she was being tricked into receiving the Cursed Mark(placed on her neck, covered by the choker), which enables the user to summon the cursed beast that could wipe out the entire tribe. They believed that she owes them so much that she feels so much in debt that's why she won't attack the tribe.
•Unfortunately, the beast was summoned and 3/4 of the tribe was destroyed. They blamed Shaia for this, not knowing that she's not the reason for the beast's appearance. Jhay forced her to flee before she gets punished, and with that, he gave her parting gifts--a pair of handcrafted bronze earrings and her very first kiss.
•When she fled, she encountered the Falcon Squad, a ninja and assassin sector in the Black Clan and White Clan. In that encounter, she lost her right eye to Tyrell, the insect summoner, but she still managed to defeat them all despite that. Unknown to her, there was another member who rarely goes into fight-- Leryx. He knocked her out soon and was taken to their headquarters.
•When she was taken to the clan's head, Ebony, she was offered a position in Falcon Squad after realizing her skills. She refused the offer due to Tyrell being a member of the squad. When she was told that she could take the revenge she's been wanting, she decided to stay for a while.
•One day, she was sent to the hospital when an eye donor was available.
•Leryx had to leave for a while.
•Ebony makes another offer. She accepted the offer when she was given the hidden weapon; a paintbrush. She became a skilled assassin for a few years.
•She quitted her job as an assassin when she was tasked to assassinate the next tribe chief of Bari'n Lai, Jhay. She was 13 years old at that time.
•When she managed to escape Ebony and her clan, she was in the scene when Sonarra's necklace was stolen. She caught the snatcher and retrieved the necklace. From that moment on, she was accepted in Sonarra's clan, Clan Genesis. She's in a disguise back then.
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That's about it. :D It's the entire story of her life hahahaha
I couldn't include spoilers, sorry.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
lol
hahhhahahhahahahahahaha
lol
If you could still remember the commercial lolllll
Oh wait, wasn't I supposed to be killing myself since exams are fast approacing?! O.o
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Our family is famous~
Pahang is the largest peninsular state of Malaysia, or that's how I remember it in Encarta Encyclopedia (when we used to have it...):D
We're so popular~
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Breakfast~
Breakfast today:
Pan de sal and sunny-side-up egg :3
I've been wanting to have this breakfast since...God knows.
It reminds my tongue of how days were back when we were still in Makati. I was 3 years old by then. Oh yeah, and Diz was a neighbour~! I wonder if he still remembers that...
Anyways, so back in those days, pan de sal didn't cost 1 peso for such a puny piece of bread. It was as big as my current fist, and it's really good. :3 Now if you buy pan de sal, it still costs 1 peso, but it's like a baby's fist. >:C
I hate our economy. It's better if young guys ruled our country than stupid Gloria. >:C
Pan de sal and sunny-side-up egg :3
I've been wanting to have this breakfast since...God knows.
It reminds my tongue of how days were back when we were still in Makati. I was 3 years old by then. Oh yeah, and Diz was a neighbour~! I wonder if he still remembers that...
Anyways, so back in those days, pan de sal didn't cost 1 peso for such a puny piece of bread. It was as big as my current fist, and it's really good. :3 Now if you buy pan de sal, it still costs 1 peso, but it's like a baby's fist. >:C
I hate our economy. It's better if young guys ruled our country than stupid Gloria. >:C
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Reminiscing: Silent Sanctuary
When I got up this morning, I immediately went straight to our living room and listened to my Fuchsiang Pag-ibig album (Silent Sanctuary).
It brought me nostalgia... I remembered working in PS while listening to their songs. Their songs that make me want to draw or color something... They keep me inspired.
Since the first time I've heard "Ikaw Lamang" on the radio, I couldn't stop yearning to know what song it was and which band performed it. I thought it was Sugarfree...they sounded a little similar. Then one day, when we went to 8 Waves resort, we listened to my brother's bag-slash-radio bag and the DJs announced that the song is "Ikaw Lamang" by Silent Sanctuary.
Since then, I've been obsessed with them.
But one day, they had a live chat. They weren't there...
The next time they held another live chat, they ignored me.
I felt really bad about them, to the point that I declared that they are no longer my favorite band. I discovered new OPM bands and pretended that I love them more than SS.
One day, I just woke up humming Kismet. In school, home, I even wrote the lyrics in my intermediate pad, and I forgot to put the third stanza...
Since that day, I told myself that I'd listen to them again. Right after our first day of 2nd monthly exam, I listened to their songs again.
I found out that I just can't lie... I still love their songs. They made so much impact to me.
Now I just can't wait to hear that they'd release a new album...
's all. :3
It brought me nostalgia... I remembered working in PS while listening to their songs. Their songs that make me want to draw or color something... They keep me inspired.
Since the first time I've heard "Ikaw Lamang" on the radio, I couldn't stop yearning to know what song it was and which band performed it. I thought it was Sugarfree...they sounded a little similar. Then one day, when we went to 8 Waves resort, we listened to my brother's bag-slash-radio bag and the DJs announced that the song is "Ikaw Lamang" by Silent Sanctuary.
Since then, I've been obsessed with them.
But one day, they had a live chat. They weren't there...
The next time they held another live chat, they ignored me.
I felt really bad about them, to the point that I declared that they are no longer my favorite band. I discovered new OPM bands and pretended that I love them more than SS.
One day, I just woke up humming Kismet. In school, home, I even wrote the lyrics in my intermediate pad, and I forgot to put the third stanza...
Since that day, I told myself that I'd listen to them again. Right after our first day of 2nd monthly exam, I listened to their songs again.
I found out that I just can't lie... I still love their songs. They made so much impact to me.
Now I just can't wait to hear that they'd release a new album...
's all. :3
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Put any comments in the following line after the song name.
5. Tag three people after this quiz!
Are you male or female?
"You and I Both" (Jason Mraz)
lol...
Describe yourself.
"Always Be My Baby" (David Cook)
I don't get it...
What do people feel when they're around you?
"What I've Done" (Linkin Park)
What the heck have I done?!
Describe your current relationship.
"Solar Wind" (Snowkel)
This song is an adventure 8D
Where would you like to be now?
"CaramellDansen- Speedycake remix" (umm...Supergott?)
I wanna go to Sweden?
How do you feel about love?
"Half Alive" (Secondhand Serenade)
I love this song...:3
What's your life like?
"Time of My Life" (David Cook)
Ha! Lol! Sure...I wish.
If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
"Don't Give Up" (The Noisettes)
Cool! Yeah, don't give up! You can do better shit than that yah
How would you describe yourself?
"Unwritten" (Natasha Bedingfield)
-_______-;; I really don't exist, huh... This song fits. :D
What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Soulmate" (Natasha Bedingfield)
Well, I get easily attracted in emo boys... WE"RE SOULMATES! XDDD
How do you feel today?
"Angel" (Natasha Bedingfield *again*)
I feel so angelic. :)
What is your life's purpose?
"Ikaw Lamang" *Only You* (Silent Sanctuary)
I live only for you! *D*
What is your motto?
"These Words" (Natasha Bedingfield)
And most unfitting, lol
What do your friends think of you?
"You Should Drink Cucumber Flavored Beer!" (IOSYS)
lolllll my friends are bad influence hahaha
What do you think of your parents?
"Unlocked Girl- The Girl Who Left Her Secret Room" (IOSYS)
It doesn't make sense again...
What do you think about very often?
"Haruka Kanata" (Asian Kung-Fu Generation)
I'm not thinking of anything THAT far...
What is 2 + 2?
"Ready, Steady, Go" (L'Arc~en~Ciel)
MATH! Run for your lives! Ready, steady, GO!!!!!!!!!!
What do you think of your best friend?
"Melissa" (Porno Graffiti)
I don't have any best friend...especially not Melissa! ><
What do you think of the person you like?
"Passion" (Utada Hikaru)
He's uberly passionate...
What is your life story?
"Yura Yura" (Hearts Grow)
In these wavering skies, I will fly to you. Say what?! I'm 4ever a slave????
What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Marisa Stole the Precious Thing!" (IOSYS)
She stole my precious dreams! *cries*
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Silly Go Round" (FictionJunction Yuuka)
He sure is silly *giggle*
What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Disilussion" (Sachi Tainaka)
Not like I'd actually get married lol
What will they play at your funeral?
"Karma- TotA opening)" (Bump of Chicken)
Yeah, you'd get karma when I die you damn bastard bitches!
What is your hobby/interest?
"Death Note Danjo"
I knew I shouldn't have placed this in my playlist! I KNEW IT!
What is your biggest fear?
"real Emotion" (Kumi Koda)
I'm afraid of real emotions?! D:
What is your biggest secret?
"Sanctuary" (Nami Tamaki)
My biggest secret is in my Sanctuary. XDDDDDDDD
What do you think of your friends?
"Forever" (Savage Genius)
Friends are Forever. FALSE. I don't have friends!
What will you post this journal's title as?
"Hikari" (Utada Hikaru)
Simple and Clean
Well, anything to say to your watchers out there?
"First Love- Japanese" (Utada Hikaru)
You're not exactly my first love but yeah...*shrug*
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Put any comments in the following line after the song name.
5. Tag three people after this quiz!
Are you male or female?
"You and I Both" (Jason Mraz)
lol...
Describe yourself.
"Always Be My Baby" (David Cook)
I don't get it...
What do people feel when they're around you?
"What I've Done" (Linkin Park)
What the heck have I done?!
Describe your current relationship.
"Solar Wind" (Snowkel)
This song is an adventure 8D
Where would you like to be now?
"CaramellDansen- Speedycake remix" (umm...Supergott?)
I wanna go to Sweden?
How do you feel about love?
"Half Alive" (Secondhand Serenade)
I love this song...:3
What's your life like?
"Time of My Life" (David Cook)
Ha! Lol! Sure...I wish.
If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
"Don't Give Up" (The Noisettes)
Cool! Yeah, don't give up! You can do better shit than that yahHow would you describe yourself?
"Unwritten" (Natasha Bedingfield)
-_______-;;
What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Soulmate" (Natasha Bedingfield)
Well, I get easily attracted in emo boys... WE"RE SOULMATES! XDDD
How do you feel today?
"Angel" (Natasha Bedingfield *again*)
I feel so angelic. :)
What is your life's purpose?
"Ikaw Lamang" *Only You* (Silent Sanctuary)
I live only for you! *D*
What is your motto?
"These Words" (Natasha Bedingfield)
And most unfitting, lol
What do your friends think of you?
"You Should Drink Cucumber Flavored Beer!" (IOSYS)
lolllll my friends are bad influence hahaha
What do you think of your parents?
"Unlocked Girl- The Girl Who Left Her Secret Room" (IOSYS)
It doesn't make sense again...
What do you think about very often?
"Haruka Kanata" (Asian Kung-Fu Generation)
I'm not thinking of anything THAT far...
What is 2 + 2?
"Ready, Steady, Go" (L'Arc~en~Ciel)
MATH! Run for your lives! Ready, steady, GO!!!!!!!!!!
What do you think of your best friend?
"Melissa" (Porno Graffiti)
I don't have any best friend...especially not Melissa! ><
What do you think of the person you like?
"Passion" (Utada Hikaru)
He's uberly passionate...
What is your life story?
"Yura Yura" (Hearts Grow)
In these wavering skies, I will fly to you. Say what?! I'm 4ever a slave????
What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Marisa Stole the Precious Thing!" (IOSYS)
She stole my precious dreams! *cries*
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Silly Go Round" (FictionJunction Yuuka)
He sure is silly *giggle*
What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Disilussion" (Sachi Tainaka)
Not like I'd actually get married lol
What will they play at your funeral?
"Karma- TotA opening)" (Bump of Chicken)
Yeah, you'd get karma when I die you damn bastard bitches!
What is your hobby/interest?
"Death Note Danjo"
I knew I shouldn't have placed this in my playlist! I KNEW IT!
What is your biggest fear?
"real Emotion" (Kumi Koda)
I'm afraid of real emotions?! D:
What is your biggest secret?
"Sanctuary" (Nami Tamaki)
My biggest secret is in my Sanctuary. XDDDDDDDD
What do you think of your friends?
"Forever" (Savage Genius)
Friends are Forever. FALSE. I don't have friends!
What will you post this journal's title as?
"Hikari" (Utada Hikaru)
Simple and Clean
Well, anything to say to your watchers out there?
"First Love- Japanese" (Utada Hikaru)
You're not exactly my first love but yeah...*shrug*
Monday, September 29, 2008
Winds!: The Release
Yes...
After a month of suffering from cannotuploadtosytis, our server/computer has finally fixed the problem. I just checked Photobucket today and it's perfectly fine now. :3
Because of that, I rushed working on the pic above. I had to postpone from doing strenuous Math homework. *faint*
dA has its own shitness. It wouldn't let me upload my stuff until now, telling me to reload my page because it doesn't have the scripts needed to submit anything. I was like, "WHAT?!" I didn't touch anything, so how could that happen?!
Anyway, about life:
Saturday, my left pinky and ring toes got hit for the second time... As if the previous one ever healed since then...-_______-;;
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Stories
Upon arriving at the foot of the Aridea Desert, vast mounds of sand and dust greeted the clan.
Upon arriving at the foot of the Aridea Desert, vast mounds of sand and dust greeted the clan. "Umm..." A twitching right eye from Sonarra and she continued with a seemingly sarcastic tone, "Quite a view..." The sand dunes didn't escape Risan's watchful eye. "Shaia's field." He declared in his thoughts.
Silence flooded the area, unless if one considers the gushing wind as another form of noise. Unfortunately, Blaire doesn't seem to agree, and so she had to break the silence; an escape from the sun. "Shouldn't we be moving?" She asked. "Let's go." The leader commanded. They headed forward.
Inside Ebony's lair, someone's feeling uneasy.
"Shaia, stop it, you're making me feel sick." Kezriel brought her to a stop with just that simple sentence. Shaia sat down, then she stood up again and looked through a glass window. She's still feeling uneasy. Kezriel rolled his eyes, "Which side are you on?" "What kind of question is that?" A slightly irritated reply from Shaia. "If you're on still on our side, then why are you feeling bothered like this?" Shaia looked away from him as an act of ignoring him. "In 3 weeks, you've changed a lot. I don't recall the last moment when you felt distressed like this. Not even close." "Kez..." She placed her index finger between her lips, her thumb placed on her lower chin; an image of a distressed person between doubt and fear.
Jed's scene was quite different. "I don't think we should place the ninjas there. That area is surrounded by water; our ninjas will need to use fire attacks and--" Tyrell was interrupted. "We don't even have to use fire! We can just send the water elemental hunters instead!" Jed argued in a sense-ful manner. "The hunters aren't powerful enough to deliver the blows needed to stop the clan!" "No, they're good enough! We'll depend on strategy instead of power." "70% of planned strategies fail." Tyrell told him. "We don't base our success in the percentage of luck. All we need is this!" Jed points his head as to give emphasis on his statement. Tyrell raised his hands, letting the pencil on his right hand fly across the table, "*Sigh*I give up. You're so hard to talk to." He walked out from the room. Jed frowned with crossed eyebrows.
Meanwhile, the clan is still walking across the desert with seemingly similar dunes, which make it hard to track the original path. Xene knelt down--"Ugh". Sonarra felt very weak, too. "Can't we just use the airship instead?" "The enemies will strike it if we did." Risan explained. "The enemies will strike US if don't. And we'd be too weak to fight them by then." Sonarra pouted. They continued walking somehow.
While for them that walk is torturous enough, Blaire stepped on a quicksand, immediately triggering a larger field of effect of the quicksand and affecting Risan, Xene, and Sonarra as well. The girls panicked, while Risan thought of a way, although it was an experiment. "Slowly lift your right leg." He ordered. They were still in doubt, "What?" "Just do what I said!" "But that's a little too hard..." Xene meekly said. Sonarra then added, "What even made you think of that idea, Risan?!" "I read it on K-zone, now shut up and do as you were told!" Blaire was still in doubt and asked, "Are you even sure of this?" Risan closed his eyes in annoyance then shouted, "I don't know! This is the first time I'm ever going to try it out, okay?! Besides, this is still just a dream, right? So even if that's not true, it would still be safe here. Now raise your left leg or I'll fire all'v'ya!"
They had to believe in the leader's words anyway so they had to obey, or they'll get fired!
The fact was proven and it's a success.
Upon arriving at the foot of the Aridea Desert, vast mounds of sand and dust greeted the clan. "Umm..." A twitching right eye from Sonarra and she continued with a seemingly sarcastic tone, "Quite a view..." The sand dunes didn't escape Risan's watchful eye. "Shaia's field." He declared in his thoughts.
Silence flooded the area, unless if one considers the gushing wind as another form of noise. Unfortunately, Blaire doesn't seem to agree, and so she had to break the silence; an escape from the sun. "Shouldn't we be moving?" She asked. "Let's go." The leader commanded. They headed forward.
Inside Ebony's lair, someone's feeling uneasy.
"Shaia, stop it, you're making me feel sick." Kezriel brought her to a stop with just that simple sentence. Shaia sat down, then she stood up again and looked through a glass window. She's still feeling uneasy. Kezriel rolled his eyes, "Which side are you on?" "What kind of question is that?" A slightly irritated reply from Shaia. "If you're on still on our side, then why are you feeling bothered like this?" Shaia looked away from him as an act of ignoring him. "In 3 weeks, you've changed a lot. I don't recall the last moment when you felt distressed like this. Not even close." "Kez..." She placed her index finger between her lips, her thumb placed on her lower chin; an image of a distressed person between doubt and fear.
Jed's scene was quite different. "I don't think we should place the ninjas there. That area is surrounded by water; our ninjas will need to use fire attacks and--" Tyrell was interrupted. "We don't even have to use fire! We can just send the water elemental hunters instead!" Jed argued in a sense-ful manner. "The hunters aren't powerful enough to deliver the blows needed to stop the clan!" "No, they're good enough! We'll depend on strategy instead of power." "70% of planned strategies fail." Tyrell told him. "We don't base our success in the percentage of luck. All we need is this!" Jed points his head as to give emphasis on his statement. Tyrell raised his hands, letting the pencil on his right hand fly across the table, "*Sigh*I give up. You're so hard to talk to." He walked out from the room. Jed frowned with crossed eyebrows.
Meanwhile, the clan is still walking across the desert with seemingly similar dunes, which make it hard to track the original path. Xene knelt down--"Ugh". Sonarra felt very weak, too. "Can't we just use the airship instead?" "The enemies will strike it if we did." Risan explained. "The enemies will strike US if don't. And we'd be too weak to fight them by then." Sonarra pouted. They continued walking somehow.
While for them that walk is torturous enough, Blaire stepped on a quicksand, immediately triggering a larger field of effect of the quicksand and affecting Risan, Xene, and Sonarra as well. The girls panicked, while Risan thought of a way, although it was an experiment. "Slowly lift your right leg." He ordered. They were still in doubt, "What?" "Just do what I said!" "But that's a little too hard..." Xene meekly said. Sonarra then added, "What even made you think of that idea, Risan?!" "I read it on K-zone, now shut up and do as you were told!" Blaire was still in doubt and asked, "Are you even sure of this?" Risan closed his eyes in annoyance then shouted, "I don't know! This is the first time I'm ever going to try it out, okay?! Besides, this is still just a dream, right? So even if that's not true, it would still be safe here. Now raise your left leg or I'll fire all'v'ya!"
They had to believe in the leader's words anyway so they had to obey, or they'll get fired!
The fact was proven and it's a success.
Weirdgeiophobia-
Today, two STI...people came to introduce to us their school. One of them was gay...
Ten more minutes and he officially freaked me out.
Here's how it went:
•Gay comes in with girl
•Gay starts throwing K0Rny "jokes"
•Gay notices Reniel (Shit, Gay actually likes him, shiiiiit Reniel is taken you @%$&)
•Gay starts making green jokes
•Frhaine gets disgusted and disappointed with this
•Gay notices that I"M NOT HAPPI SO HE POKES FUN AT ME
•Frhaine gave him a plastic smile (yesssss Frhaine does that to stupid corny weird gays)
It lasted for a minute or so
•Frhaine doesn't enjoii it anymoawr (*starts thinking of assassination plots for geeiiiii*
•Moawr green jokes from Geii
•Frhaine thought of blogging this
•Gay asks what STI stands for (actually, his question was "Where does STI stand for?" Lol, STI ba talaga galing yun?) and Ynna answers
•Gay calls Ynna and pokes fun at her
•NOOOO, Ynna doesn't enjoii it. Ditto!
•I can see that the gay is "mildly" harassing Ynna-san... (I actually thought of using a flat-palm technique to attack the Geii but I wanted to reserve that for later, so in the end, I wasn't able to display my awesome bloodthirsty skills *______*)
•HE HARASSED JIMBO---- aslkdfsfld;fsldskg CHILD ABUSE!!!!!
•Gay started to get into my nerves when he asked me what course I'd be taking and he butted in when I was about to answer. YOU STUPID F'SKIN @$$HOLE B33tch F'sk YOU!!!!!!!!
•Oh yeah, and we had a little raffle there... He will call 9 names and if the last name belongs to a guy, that guy will receive a *gasp* kiss from him! :faint:
And the last name was...
MARK ANGELO LAMSEN!
I was screaming like hell, out of disgust, I guess...
Good thing Lamsen blocked his face from him...*phew* *safe ang kapwa otaku ko ://3*
•I therefore conclude that I have weirdgeiophobia, which is the "intricate fear of weird gays"
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Don't get me wrong. I like gay people. They're not afraid to be who they are.
I'm also open-minded enough to laugh at green jokes, but...
If the jokes are painted green in an ill manner, I don't suppose I could even giggle at it, unless if I don't want that person to suffer embarrassment.
I mean, seriously, people. If he was mature enough, not to mention decent, he should know that those jokes are to be shared only to a private audience and those who are at his comedy bar.
I'd appreciate the green jokes if they aren't done in such a malicious way.
*Rolls eyes* And to consider that he came from STI. STI!!!
PiSTI, parang dinumihan lang niya ang kredibilidad ng unibersidad na 'yon...
According to him, in STI, students and teachers have a bonded relationship...so close that you'd feel comfortable around them.
That actually made me think that he's a pedo. :|
Aghhh... You know, I respect STI, but I don't respect people in it who are like that gay. He's so dirty...
That's actually what makes it a sin for a person.
Hmm...Ynna-san, I dunno if that gay was bisexual or anything, but it sure seemed like he was harassing you...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
Passed by barkzywirth
PAG WLANG BALLPEN,WLANG NOTES
PAG WALANG NOTES,WALANG DIPLOMA
PAG WLANG DIPLOMA,WALANG TRABAHO
PAG WLANG TRABAHO, WALANG PERA
PAG PALANG PERA,WALANG PAGKAIN
PAG WLANG PAGKAIN,MAGUGUTOM KA
PAG NAGUTOM KA, PAPAYAT KA
PAG PUMAYAT KA ,PAPANGIT KA
PAG PUMANGIT KA ,WALA KANG SYOTA
PAG WALA KANG SYOTA, WALA KANG ASAWA
PAG WALA KANG ASAWA , WALA KANG ANAK
PAG WLA KANG ANAK,MADEDEPRESS KA
PAG NA DEPRESS , MAGKAKASAKIT
PAG NAG KASAKIT ,MAMAMATAY KA
PAG NAMATAY KA , WLA KA NA
KAYA INGATAN MO BALLPEN MO AHHH!!!
YANG HAWAK MOE KANINAH!!!
Thanks, barkzy~!
PAG WALANG NOTES,WALANG DIPLOMA
PAG WLANG DIPLOMA,WALANG TRABAHO
PAG WLANG TRABAHO, WALANG PERA
PAG PALANG PERA,WALANG PAGKAIN
PAG WLANG PAGKAIN,MAGUGUTOM KA
PAG NAGUTOM KA, PAPAYAT KA
PAG PUMAYAT KA ,PAPANGIT KA
PAG PUMANGIT KA ,WALA KANG SYOTA
PAG WALA KANG SYOTA, WALA KANG ASAWA
PAG WALA KANG ASAWA , WALA KANG ANAK
PAG WLA KANG ANAK,MADEDEPRESS KA
PAG NA DEPRESS , MAGKAKASAKIT
PAG NAG KASAKIT ,MAMAMATAY KA
PAG NAMATAY KA , WLA KA NA
KAYA INGATAN MO BALLPEN MO AHHH!!!
YANG HAWAK MOE KANINAH!!!
Thanks, barkzy~!
Still can't upload anything
WHAT THE FUCK
What's wrong with this virus-invaded computer!?
AGHHH
I wish we could reformat it, but my dad wouldn't allow eeet...shiiiiiiiiit~~~
What's wrong with this virus-invaded computer!?
AGHHH
I wish we could reformat it, but my dad wouldn't allow eeet...shiiiiiiiiit~~~
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
It wouldn't upload...
...on Friendster.
Because Friendster is fuckin stupid and shitty like that.
First of all, WHY AM I BLOGGING HERE instead of blogging on my blogspot account..?!
Aside from the fact that Friendster offers such a LAME and stupidly slow blog network, it is also limited and so I can't customize it to the maximum levelations.
1st WTF:
Why are there things in my mind that I can't express?
Is it because no one really expresses interest at all?
2nd WTF:
Why am I feeling nostalgic...? Why do I have to go back in time through memories?
Why must I reminiscence in all the pain I was drenched in for years all over again?
Why?
3rd WTF:
Why can't dreams just come true? I want to kill my CKSC male classmates.
WHY TEH FOCK DID GOD FORBID MURDERRRRRRRRRRR!
WAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII?!?!????!11/!/
Answers to WTFs
Answer to 1st WTF
Yuzz, nobody is interesed, hurr hurr...
I'm starting to develop emo feelings~><
I refuse to, but they somehow manage to penetrate my tissues anyway...
Please support, guys, I will love you eternally if you do ♥
Answer to 2nd WTF
Nostalgic feelings remain to haunt me.
They stay to remind me that gravity is there to pull me down no matter how high I could fly.
*English translation for noobs*
MUST. KEEP. LEVEL-HEADED.!
*_*
Answer to 3rd WTF
Dreams are an escape from reality. If dreams came true, then reality will be much harsher.
But why did I have to wonder in the first place? -____-;; *lol idiot lollll*
~~~~
WHY DO I WANNA DO THE CARAMELLDANSEN AGAIN?!????
Watch Ion, Florian, and Sync do the CaramellDansen here!
Vi undrar r ni redo att vara med
Armarna upp nu ska ni f se
Kom igen
Vem som helst kan vara med
S rr p era ftter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era hfter
O-la-la-la
Gr som vi
Till denna melodi
Dansa med oss
Klappa era hnder
Gr som vi gr
Ta ngra steg t vnster
Lyssna och lr
Missa inte chansen
Nu r vi hr med
Caramelldansen
O-o-oa-oa...
Det blir en sensation verallt frsts
P fester kommer alla att slppa loss
Kom igen
Nu tar vi stegen om igen
S rr p era ftter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era hfter
O-la-la-la
Gr som vi
Till denna melodi
S kom och
Dansa med oss
Klappa era hnder
Gr som vi gr
Ta ngra steg t vnster
Lyssna och lr
Missa inte chansen
Nu r vi hr med
Caramelldansen
OMG, I've just seen the new 8 o'clock commercial, and Flavorites is sooooo my term. :| How dare they take it lollll
Friendster blogs are the lamest. "|
I advise bloggers to have blogspot or multiply instead.
Because Friendster is fuckin stupid and shitty like that.
First of all, WHY AM I BLOGGING HERE instead of blogging on my blogspot account..?!
Aside from the fact that Friendster offers such a LAME and stupidly slow blog network, it is also limited and so I can't customize it to the maximum levelations.
1st WTF:
Why are there things in my mind that I can't express?
Is it because no one really expresses interest at all?
2nd WTF:
Why am I feeling nostalgic...? Why do I have to go back in time through memories?
Why must I reminiscence in all the pain I was drenched in for years all over again?
Why?
3rd WTF:
Why can't dreams just come true? I want to kill my CKSC male classmates.
WHY TEH FOCK DID GOD FORBID MURDERRRRRRRRRRR!
WAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII?!?!????!11/!/
Answers to WTFs
Answer to 1st WTF
Yuzz, nobody is interesed, hurr hurr...
I'm starting to develop emo feelings~><
I refuse to, but they somehow manage to penetrate my tissues anyway...
Please support, guys, I will love you eternally if you do ♥
Answer to 2nd WTF
Nostalgic feelings remain to haunt me.
They stay to remind me that gravity is there to pull me down no matter how high I could fly.
*English translation for noobs*
MUST. KEEP. LEVEL-HEADED.!
*_*
Answer to 3rd WTF
Dreams are an escape from reality. If dreams came true, then reality will be much harsher.
But why did I have to wonder in the first place? -____-;; *lol idiot lollll*
~~~~
WHY DO I WANNA DO THE CARAMELLDANSEN AGAIN?!????
Watch Ion, Florian, and Sync do the CaramellDansen here!
Vi undrar r ni redo att vara med
Armarna upp nu ska ni f se
Kom igen
Vem som helst kan vara med
S rr p era ftter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era hfter
O-la-la-la
Gr som vi
Till denna melodi
Dansa med oss
Klappa era hnder
Gr som vi gr
Ta ngra steg t vnster
Lyssna och lr
Missa inte chansen
Nu r vi hr med
Caramelldansen
O-o-oa-oa...
Det blir en sensation verallt frsts
P fester kommer alla att slppa loss
Kom igen
Nu tar vi stegen om igen
S rr p era ftter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era hfter
O-la-la-la
Gr som vi
Till denna melodi
S kom och
Dansa med oss
Klappa era hnder
Gr som vi gr
Ta ngra steg t vnster
Lyssna och lr
Missa inte chansen
Nu r vi hr med
Caramelldansen
OMG, I've just seen the new 8 o'clock commercial, and Flavorites is sooooo my term. :| How dare they take it lollll
Friendster blogs are the lamest. "|
I advise bloggers to have blogspot or multiply instead.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Life is so disgusting
First the unexpected (not really) retake, then Photobucket, Blogspot, and devART won't upload my pics, then dA is being a bitch FOR THE NTH TIME, and now I can't have anyone to talk with me during my darkest hours! I bet he got tired of my whinnying...*worry*
Let's organize this.
Let's organize this.
The (Not-so) Unexpected Retake
There's something that my classmates did. I dunno if I can blame them for not resisting the temptation or not, but I've been affected AND I"M NOT HAPPY!!!111!one!!11!!!
The remaining 8, and the other 2, who were not included in the *beeeeeep* still had to take the retake.
My brain bled... I wasn't feeling so good in the last 5 minutes of Calculus. (Remind me why students have to study it again? >:| )
Well, in the end, our results didn't count, but Ma'am Rina told me, "Bagsak ka sa Math, neng" and I just nodded, as if I had no "HOXIET! WHAAA~~~???" reaction... But inside me, I just wanna sob it all out! I figured that they'd try to comfort me so I decided to keep it in.
You know, no one to talk to... No one to understand how it really feels.
I get irritated when people try to comfort me, especially if they're girls. I mean...I lived my life being surrounded with plastic female classmates, althought I already pointed out which ones aren't plastic (includes: Cydness, Ynna-chan and Xene :3). I'm glad I have them, but they're too good to stay. I can't keep them.
I'll end up hurting them in the end...
Hoshiiii-- Enough wiht the emo drama, llama!
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
UPLOAD MY AWESOME IMAGES, DAMMIT!
AGH!!! What's this xiet thrown right into my face!?
It's like my computer is blocked from all uploading sites! X(~
All I did was check the option, "compress drive to save disk space" in Properties! Now what the heck is this about!?
I wouldn't be so annoyed if it weren't for my reply to Ynna-chan... I really have to upload it! DX
She HAS to knooooowwwwwwwwww~
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
dA... Forever A Bitch drama-llama tiem???
Lolllll dA. You and your ass. What a site for losers!
So here's what happened. I reported a picture that contained a guy's wife's vagina, but guess what! The fucked up mods told me that the report was invalid! X(
The dA mods must be burnt in helllllll
I'll start flaming people and get myself banned because I know it's right. dA is a site for assholes.
Don't come in there unless if you're asshole enough to post porn and get thanked for it! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
Missing You
See this guy here?
Yeah... He's the reason why I'm feeling so down...
Listen. I'll forgive you if you start replying to my YM messages.
Until then, whatever.
My life's messed up as it is.
No. My life is messier than that retarded messed up guy.
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
Word of Wisdom for Today
WHATEVER. Life sux lyk dat. But l33t speak is more of an asshole.
There's something that my classmates did. I dunno if I can blame them for not resisting the temptation or not, but I've been affected AND I"M NOT HAPPY!!!111!one!!11!!!
The remaining 8, and the other 2, who were not included in the *beeeeeep* still had to take the retake.
My brain bled... I wasn't feeling so good in the last 5 minutes of Calculus. (Remind me why students have to study it again? >:| )
Well, in the end, our results didn't count, but Ma'am Rina told me, "Bagsak ka sa Math, neng" and I just nodded, as if I had no "HOXIET! WHAAA~~~???" reaction... But inside me, I just wanna sob it all out! I figured that they'd try to comfort me so I decided to keep it in.
You know, no one to talk to... No one to understand how it really feels.
I get irritated when people try to comfort me, especially if they're girls. I mean...I lived my life being surrounded with plastic female classmates, althought I already pointed out which ones aren't plastic (includes: Cydness, Ynna-chan and Xene :3). I'm glad I have them, but they're too good to stay. I can't keep them.
I'll end up hurting them in the end...
Hoshiiii-- Enough wiht the emo drama, llama!
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
UPLOAD MY AWESOME IMAGES, DAMMIT!
AGH!!! What's this xiet thrown right into my face!?
It's like my computer is blocked from all uploading sites! X(~
All I did was check the option, "compress drive to save disk space" in Properties! Now what the heck is this about!?
I wouldn't be so annoyed if it weren't for my reply to Ynna-chan... I really have to upload it! DX
She HAS to knooooowwwwwwwwww~
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
dA... Forever A Bitch drama-llama tiem???
Dear dA,
I have received your note and I'm just wondering: If I posted porn on my page, you won't delete it, right? So I'm free to post every hentai pic I could search in Google and trace it over and YOU DON"T DO ANYfuckinTHING ABOUT IT, amirite amirite? :|Lolllll dA. You and your ass. What a site for losers!
So here's what happened. I reported a picture that contained a guy's wife's vagina, but guess what! The fucked up mods told me that the report was invalid! X(
The dA mods must be burnt in helllllll
I'll start flaming people and get myself banned because I know it's right. dA is a site for assholes.
Don't come in there unless if you're asshole enough to post porn and get thanked for it! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
Missing You
See this guy here?
Yeah... He's the reason why I'm feeling so down...
Listen. I'll forgive you if you start replying to my YM messages.
Until then, whatever.
My life's messed up as it is.
No. My life is messier than that retarded messed up guy.
♥~~☼~~•~~♂~~♥
Word of Wisdom for Today
WHATEVER. Life sux lyk dat. But l33t speak is more of an asshole.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Unknown for Ynna-chan *WIP mode*
It's still a WIP, but I really want to make something for Ynna-chan :<>CUTE KA PA RIN KESA SA MGA WALANG KWENTANG MGA PLASTIK NA UN! XDDDDDDDD
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[EDIT]
Ayaw talagang mag-upload, pisteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Nakakabad3p mabuhay! ><
Basta, cute un, kasi...cute ung gumawa XDDDDD
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[EDIT]
Ayaw talagang mag-upload, pisteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Nakakabad3p mabuhay! ><
Basta, cute un, kasi...cute ung gumawa XDDDDD
Saturday, August 30, 2008
I'm NOT a GIRL nor am I a WOMAN
But m mom wants me to be one. No, she FORCES me to be a lady-like bitch!
FUCKIN' FORCES ME TO BE A LADY-LIKE BITCH!
><
What's up with this stupid gimmick?
Forcing me to wear itchy earrings and stupid necklaces, AND FUCKIN BITCHY AND HORNY SPAGHETTI BLOUSE!!????!?!?!?
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
I'M A TOMBOY! Can't they fuckin' see that!?
No, I'm probably a lesbian! >< I don't want to wear these shitty clothes and get into this SHITTY FASHION!
><
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FUCKIN' FORCES ME TO BE A LADY-LIKE BITCH!
><
What's up with this stupid gimmick?
Forcing me to wear itchy earrings and stupid necklaces, AND FUCKIN BITCHY AND HORNY SPAGHETTI BLOUSE!!????!?!?!?
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
SHIT
I'M A TOMBOY! Can't they fuckin' see that!?
No, I'm probably a lesbian! >< I don't want to wear these shitty clothes and get into this SHITTY FASHION!
><
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Friday, August 29, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
VISIT OUR SCHOOL'S WEBSITE
It's this: [linkz]
I'd be adding some images once my Comp. teacher gives me the school images.
And I'd be making a metallic 3D logo for the site as well.
I'm not so happy? ^^;
If it allowed me to talk with my friends, then I'd be so happy. :3
I'd be adding some images once my Comp. teacher gives me the school images.
And I'd be making a metallic 3D logo for the site as well.
I'm not so happy? ^^;
If it allowed me to talk with my friends, then I'd be so happy. :3
The Most Fucked Up Retarded Day To Date
Dear blog,
May I confide to you my feelings of hurt as of today?
The clouds lied to me today. In the morning, it told me that my day would be nice as how I wanted it to be, but it didn't.
I was reminded that I can't understand basic Maths and Algebra AT ALL.
Today, I got 20/40 in our NCAE Science portion, and I felt so fucked up.
Then everyone was ignoring me. Fuck 'em all.
And just when we're going home, I found out that my fucked up Values teacher CAN"T FUCKIN" SEE THAT MY SENTENCES WERE MEANT TO BE LIKE THAT, and if it were not, then 1'd st4Rt typeing liek th1$.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
CCCCCCCkkkkkkkkkKKKKKKKKnessSSSSSSSSSSS
VALUES SUBJECT WAS MADE TO BE FUCKIN OPINIONATED, so what's that bullshit thrown right into my fuckin' face, ne?
Well at least it was raining. No. It was STORMING. And my girly female classmates are afraid of lighting and thunder. :| wUT teh Fock 0o0
The clouds lied to me today.
FUCK.
May I confide to you my feelings of hurt as of today?
The clouds lied to me today. In the morning, it told me that my day would be nice as how I wanted it to be, but it didn't.
I was reminded that I can't understand basic Maths and Algebra AT ALL.
Today, I got 20/40 in our NCAE Science portion, and I felt so fucked up.
Then everyone was ignoring me. Fuck 'em all.
And just when we're going home, I found out that my fucked up Values teacher CAN"T FUCKIN" SEE THAT MY SENTENCES WERE MEANT TO BE LIKE THAT, and if it were not, then 1'd st4Rt typeing liek th1$.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
CCCCCCCkkkkkkkkkKKKKKKKKnessSSSSSSSSSSS
VALUES SUBJECT WAS MADE TO BE FUCKIN OPINIONATED, so what's that bullshit thrown right into my fuckin' face, ne?
Well at least it was raining. No. It was STORMING. And my girly female classmates are afraid of lighting and thunder. :| wUT teh Fock 0o0
The clouds lied to me today.
FUCK.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Inspired version dialogues
"Just wait... One day... One day, I'd be popular enough for you to see...how beautiful I truly am!"
Shaia and Frhaine talkies? :3
Yeah.
The exact reason why I wanna be popular.
Because I'm so cute and awesome and people MUST know it.
Shaia and Frhaine talkies? :3
Yeah.
The exact reason why I wanna be popular.
Because I'm so cute and awesome and people MUST know it.
Nagpunta kami sa Punta Fuego~ (Tagaytay)
08-24-08
THAT FUCKIN' STUPID EXPENSIVE PLACE IS SO ANNOYINGLY EXPENSIVE!
But sh** the place looks aweeeeeeesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
*D*
The view was breathtaking.
We went there to celebrate my dad's birthday (Aug. 25)
I'm not blind enough to not notice that Christopher is still avoiding me.
Not that I'm interested to talk with him anyway.
After all, even during the times when we chat and stuff, we never really talked to each other in real life...
Currently
Watching: Yamato Nadeshiko - The Wallflower
Writing: A script where Exodus
Busy. And Tired.
I'll continue tomorrow. -_________-
Hoxiet, Shichi Henge's current ep is inspiring me! *D*
THAT FUCKIN' STUPID EXPENSIVE PLACE IS SO ANNOYINGLY EXPENSIVE!
But sh** the place looks aweeeeeeesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
*D*
The view was breathtaking.
We went there to celebrate my dad's birthday (Aug. 25)
I'm not blind enough to not notice that Christopher is still avoiding me.
Not that I'm interested to talk with him anyway.
After all, even during the times when we chat and stuff, we never really talked to each other in real life...
Currently
Watching: Yamato Nadeshiko - The Wallflower
Writing: A script where Exodus
Busy. And Tired.
I'll continue tomorrow. -_________-
Hoxiet, Shichi Henge's current ep is inspiring me! *D*
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Reviews
DDs of this month
I'll have to say, I'm impressed. dA actually made good choices for DDs and I almost faved all...
Shakugan no Shana (TV 5)
Lolllllllllll, so many sexual innuendo. But dammit! The animation is soooooo awesomeeeee~!!!!
New fav :3
I could wish to have the OVAs but I can't afford that much... And I feel that it's pointless to get the girls naked for no reason.
Yamato Nadeshiko- The Wallflower (TV 5)
THIS ANIME ROCKZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's so funny! It's the only show that made me rofl irl! XDDDDDDDD
I'll have to say, I'm impressed. dA actually made good choices for DDs and I almost faved all...
Shakugan no Shana (TV 5)
Lolllllllllll, so many sexual innuendo. But dammit! The animation is soooooo awesomeeeee~!!!!
New fav :3
I could wish to have the OVAs but I can't afford that much... And I feel that it's pointless to get the girls naked for no reason.
Yamato Nadeshiko- The Wallflower (TV 5)
THIS ANIME ROCKZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's so funny! It's the only show that made me rofl irl! XDDDDDDDD
Thursday, August 7, 2008
EPIC PHAIL 4 lulzomeness
This was sketched while I was in school to help with decorating our classroom.We were waiting for the others during the time that I started this.
Hey, shuddup! I was bored! ><
I can't draw fingers...;-;
Aside from that, the nose and mouth weren't aligned correctly, so I had to edit them as I work on this:
I wanna have cute lips, too, okay...
At least I can have them when I'm in a drawing :3
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
A Dreamer's Job
I'm working on this one. :3It started as a dream sketch, the dream sketch being something out of my childhood fantasies.
As a child, I loved to dream about other worlds and doing everything that's impossible in this world. I loved anime and was heavily influenced by it, I loved dreamy objects such as stars, clouds, and swirls, glitters, and the like. I pretended that I can ride on the winds and float as I run. The candles were mystical and sent out messages that only I can read.
Everything was under my control...
One day, I just stopped being a kid. I forgot about my dreams.
I came back to my memory grave and found reminiscence somewhere deep...
I remembered. So here it is now.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
The White Rabbit: Behind the Scenes
So Frayne and I were talking, discussing about how to portray the White Rabbit in a unique way. She had the idea to just keep her normal lazy attitude while wearing the costume. I agreed, and from that moment on, we started cosplaying for Iris-Zeible's contest, "A Twist in Wonder".Have I ever shared to you that I love Alice in Wonderland?
Oh yes I did! Just scroll down to the previous entry! >:O
Napaghahalataan tuloy na hindi kayo nagbabasa!
The original background was so dead, so we agreed to edit it and have stars. We used stars to cover her right hand fingers as well, since she didn't like them. :<
Saturday, August 2, 2008
The Mad March Hare: Behind the Scenes
Frayne and I had a little conversation before this shot of hers was actually taken.
Here's how it went:
Frayne: Sheesh, no better costume for this?
Frhaine: >:( It's not like we have enough budget! All you need is a cosplay for a while, so deal with it!
Frayne: Grr... You know what? I don't even get paid for this!
Frhaine: X( Just pose out there and look cute!
Frayne: *Mumbles in her weird native language*
Frayne notices the odd cup.
Frayne: Eh? What kind of cup is this? *lifts it up*
Frhaine: *screams* Now look at what you did! Now we dont' have any chance of winning! X(
Frayne: <:<>Now can I leave? :D
:| I kinda wanted to give her the same blank stare, but ahahaha, I'd look like a moron...Not that I'm not yet already : D
To tell you honestly, I love Alice in Wonderland. It's a base of my favorite memories... And when I watched it again to get ideas, I had more ideas than I could actually get, although they're for my stories. ^^
I really love it so much, though...
Friday, August 1, 2008
And some idiot came...
Lol, retard. Go fuck your own life. ^_^
Stab me and I'll stab you, bitch.
(I'm referring to the bitch, NOT sk8erxgirl! She's a sweet person an I would never shit on her like what I do to that idiot...
Block that attention whore, or he'll convince you that you've watched him and he's got good memory so he remembers that you really did. Then he'd block you "accidentally" although that's one of his lies... After that, he'll convince you to "re watch him again", BUT YOU DID NOT ADD HIM TO YOUR WATCHLIST asklkjdsafdfkjsgjdsffuck
[EDIT] I forgot about the "stalker" part. He claims that he's actually being stalked! 0.0
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Work In Progress (Traditional media)
First time to actually have a WIP of a traditional media work...O_o
Have a look see:
Lolllllllll
First time to think of a challenging perspective, too, 0w0
I screwed up Shaia's neck...
Same tools as ever: Faber Castell. :3
Have a look see:
LolllllllllFirst time to think of a challenging perspective, too, 0w0
I screwed up Shaia's neck...
Same tools as ever: Faber Castell. :3
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Campus Journalism seminar~
It was a two-day seminar, starting July 23.
There, I met some of my old classmates. First, I saw Kindra, whom I think doesn't recognize me anymore (not that we talked at all, hahah... We barely even met each other. Just saw her). She studies in Jesus the Heart of God Christian Academy now.
There was also Jocelle, who now studies in St. Aloysius etc... She recognized me while I was trying to get outside (has to throw the water).
Then I saw Jessica.
Nostalgia... Not much, really.
Umm... I don't have to write like an editor or apply what I've learned from that seminar in writing in my personal blog, right? :| That would kill me for sure...
1st day:
We thought it was gonna be big...and it really was. So big, to the point that one of the schools (who didn't register at all, really) had to go back home because the room couldn't accommodate the other students. Our school alone already occupied around 2/4 of the room. *chuckles*
Grabe, walang kasing init dun! Just imagine: around 10 schools, more or less, jam-packed in a room that is meant for only 6 schools who have 30 students each. -_______-;;
Aside from the tiny-room rant, there's this annoyingly-boring-and-sleepy-lecture rant. Ugh, I swear, I could go on for hours... By the way, our speaker was Mr. Crisostomo E. Avila, who happens to be the ex-principal of CKSC. (lolllll)
There's my ex-teacher Sir Dennis Opis, too, but for some reason, he was addressed as Dennis Vidar yesterday...
Well, so much for the bad stuff. We did learn some new things, but they weren't delivered too well (not to mention that the whole discussion itself was spelled as B-O-R-I-N-G orz).
Everyone was taking notes, except for me, because it was boring, for the nth-forever.
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-
2nd Day:
At this day, cartooning was explained. But before that, let's go with the basic.
Photojournalism has finally been put into action. I wish I had a camera, too... Anyway, I liked the outcome of my schoolmates' performance. (It seems that I'm the only one who didn't work that much at all)
I'm excited to go to this section. ^_^
Cartooning!
Agh, why is it that everyone is agaist anime?! ANIME IS ART, TOO, you mudrapukas!
Our theme challenge was "Promoting the *Seminar*" (forgot what it was completely called) and I was in an art block at that time because I was hoping that they'd give us a current-event-topic like the oil price hike, rice shortages, MV Princess of the Star, etc, etc...
Moving on to... I dunno. I was out of my mind for one second and the next thing I know is they're eating their lunch *_*;
Oh yeah, I think they're doing Photo Essay after Cartooning. *shrug* Like anyone cares...
Whatever. I felt sleepy all day. It was so hot and EVERYONE SMELT SO BADDDDDDddddd
Let's just go home.
I have more stories here! XDDD
Since there were no tricycles available, we walked instead through Amalfi. We met a beautiful sunset, whose sun was too shy to smile for us. Thanks to Ynna for taking a picture of it. ^.^ I hope she uploads it soon.
When we made it to our school, I don't feel that tired at all. Just sleepy, but not tired, because I can still walk decently! XD *joy*
So we talked...and talked...and talked about it with our school principal. 8D so much fun in bragging and persuading her to exempt us from the exams, and we (4th year) request that we get an exemption in Ma'am Rina's sucbject/s, namely Calculus and Trigonometry.
On our way home (only those who live in Ph. 4), I met my mom and my brother walking on the same street as we do, so I called their attention, and we went home together.
That's all.
I slept later...after taking a bath. -D-
Gratitude list:
Of course, God should be on the first place. :) You know why... Let's all thank Him. :)
My parents, because without them, I wouldn't have made it to the seminar.
I can't thank my brother, but oh well. Let's use this blank space to thank you. :3
There, I met some of my old classmates. First, I saw Kindra, whom I think doesn't recognize me anymore (not that we talked at all, hahah... We barely even met each other. Just saw her). She studies in Jesus the Heart of God Christian Academy now.
There was also Jocelle, who now studies in St. Aloysius etc... She recognized me while I was trying to get outside (has to throw the water).
Then I saw Jessica.
Nostalgia... Not much, really.
Umm... I don't have to write like an editor or apply what I've learned from that seminar in writing in my personal blog, right? :| That would kill me for sure...
1st day:
We thought it was gonna be big...and it really was. So big, to the point that one of the schools (who didn't register at all, really) had to go back home because the room couldn't accommodate the other students. Our school alone already occupied around 2/4 of the room. *chuckles*
Grabe, walang kasing init dun! Just imagine: around 10 schools, more or less, jam-packed in a room that is meant for only 6 schools who have 30 students each. -_______-;;
Aside from the tiny-room rant, there's this annoyingly-boring-and-sleepy-lecture rant. Ugh, I swear, I could go on for hours... By the way, our speaker was Mr. Crisostomo E. Avila, who happens to be the ex-principal of CKSC. (lolllll)
There's my ex-teacher Sir Dennis Opis, too, but for some reason, he was addressed as Dennis Vidar yesterday...
Well, so much for the bad stuff. We did learn some new things, but they weren't delivered too well (not to mention that the whole discussion itself was spelled as B-O-R-I-N-G orz).
Everyone was taking notes, except for me, because it was boring, for the nth-forever.
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-
2nd Day:
At this day, cartooning was explained. But before that, let's go with the basic.
Photojournalism has finally been put into action. I wish I had a camera, too... Anyway, I liked the outcome of my schoolmates' performance. (It seems that I'm the only one who didn't work that much at all)
I'm excited to go to this section. ^_^
Cartooning!
Agh, why is it that everyone is agaist anime?! ANIME IS ART, TOO, you mudrapukas!
Our theme challenge was "Promoting the *Seminar*" (forgot what it was completely called) and I was in an art block at that time because I was hoping that they'd give us a current-event-topic like the oil price hike, rice shortages, MV Princess of the Star, etc, etc...
Moving on to... I dunno. I was out of my mind for one second and the next thing I know is they're eating their lunch *_*;
Oh yeah, I think they're doing Photo Essay after Cartooning. *shrug* Like anyone cares...
Whatever. I felt sleepy all day. It was so hot and EVERYONE SMELT SO BADDDDDDddddd
Let's just go home.
I have more stories here! XDDD
Since there were no tricycles available, we walked instead through Amalfi. We met a beautiful sunset, whose sun was too shy to smile for us. Thanks to Ynna for taking a picture of it. ^.^ I hope she uploads it soon.
When we made it to our school, I don't feel that tired at all. Just sleepy, but not tired, because I can still walk decently! XD *joy*
So we talked...and talked...and talked about it with our school principal. 8D so much fun in bragging and persuading her to exempt us from the exams, and we (4th year) request that we get an exemption in Ma'am Rina's sucbject/s, namely Calculus and Trigonometry.
On our way home (only those who live in Ph. 4), I met my mom and my brother walking on the same street as we do, so I called their attention, and we went home together.
That's all.
I slept later...after taking a bath. -D-
Gratitude list:
Of course, God should be on the first place. :) You know why... Let's all thank Him. :)
My parents, because without them, I wouldn't have made it to the seminar.
I can't thank my brother, but oh well. Let's use this blank space to thank you. :3
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
7 Years + How well do you know me? :3
Take my quiz, desu!~
IF SOMEONE SAYS "YOU'RE HOT" you say?
Pain
WHEN YOU GET DUMPED YOU SAY?
Don't Give Up (lol XDDD)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Always Be My Baby
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE LONG GOAL?
Realize
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Solar Wind (it doesn't make sense...?)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
What I've Done (O_o)
WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?
Time of My Life (sooooooooo true!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON WHO LIKES YOU?
CaramellDansen (8D As in, "you're so CaramellDansen, Rienzan!")
(From here, the playlist used was: myYearbook playlist set in shuffle
WHAT DOES YOUR BEST FRIEND ALWAYS SAY TO YOU?
Face Down
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
My Heroine
WHAT WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Your Guardian Angel (Aww...)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Will You Ever Learn (:rofl:)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Who I Am Hates WHo I've Been (applies~)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR HOUSE?
Cat and Mouse (eh?!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR CRUSH?
Crank Dat (lolololololol)
WHAT DO THE BOYS THINK OF YOU?
Evil (OTL lulz)
WHAT DO THE GIRLS THINK OF YOU?
Obviously
WHEN YOU DUMP SOMEONE THEY SAY?
How To Save A Life (>:o I don't think I like this. T_T Go die assb****)
WHATS YOUR LIFE MOTTO?
Your Song (wtf... Whatever your song and my song is, then, eh?)
WHAT WILL YOU SUBJECT THIS EMAIL AS?
7 Years
IF SOMEONE SAYS "YOU'RE HOT" you say?
Pain
WHEN YOU GET DUMPED YOU SAY?
Don't Give Up (lol XDDD)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Always Be My Baby
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE LONG GOAL?
Realize
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Solar Wind (it doesn't make sense...?)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
What I've Done (O_o)
WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?
Time of My Life (sooooooooo true!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON WHO LIKES YOU?
CaramellDansen (8D As in, "you're so CaramellDansen, Rienzan!")
(From here, the playlist used was: myYearbook playlist set in shuffle
WHAT DOES YOUR BEST FRIEND ALWAYS SAY TO YOU?
Face Down
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
My Heroine
WHAT WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Your Guardian Angel (Aww...)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Will You Ever Learn (:rofl:)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Who I Am Hates WHo I've Been (applies~)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR HOUSE?
Cat and Mouse (eh?!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR CRUSH?
Crank Dat (lolololololol)
WHAT DO THE BOYS THINK OF YOU?
Evil (OTL lulz)
WHAT DO THE GIRLS THINK OF YOU?
Obviously
WHEN YOU DUMP SOMEONE THEY SAY?
How To Save A Life (>:o I don't think I like this. T_T Go die assb****)
WHATS YOUR LIFE MOTTO?
Your Song (wtf... Whatever your song and my song is, then, eh?)
WHAT WILL YOU SUBJECT THIS EMAIL AS?
7 Years
Monday, July 21, 2008
Reflecting
Lately, I've been very sensitive and thoughtful about my life.
I've been thinking: Is my life new or was I a living soul before as well, and when God sent me down as a new person, he erased my previous memories and became a new person?
Before that, I kept on believing that I'm a new soul, that's why I make easy mistakes that a normal person can't make. (This is actually proven in my Dreamworld chapters)
I've been sensitive about communicating with God, too, and I've realized that I DO want to know him better than just someone who gives life and takes it back when one has accomplished his deeds.
I've talked to April Sierra on this and I thank God that He used her as an instrument to clear my path so I could see straight. There are still things that are unclear to me, but I'm glad she's easy to approach. :) Thanks, April. :)
I would like to brag about having her as a friend and as a guide.
It may seem embarrassing that someone younger than me has more wisdom and insights than I, but I'm actually happy that their are still kids who approach God. I'm really happy... My peers couldn't be as close, I guess, and so they led me away from Him. I'm really glad April is there, along with sir 2sai4. :)
I've discovered a really good site: http://www.jesus2020.com/followup.html
Please view it. You won't regret it! :D
Here's another: BibleGateway.com - Revelation 3:20
As much as I hate to admit it, but I don't really read the bible. I'd rather listen to someone discuss it for me, because when I start oggling my eyes over the letters, I start becoming lazy and dizzy...<:< Am I really that demonic? I can't even stand reading a bible... But I'm interested to learn more about it, and I'm honest about that.
I was honest in everything that I shared to you here, and I hope you won't be afraid to do this as well. :) I'm proud that I did this. I hope you are, too.
I have to thank so many people for this...
I'll just leave it to God. He knows those people. ^_^
Thanks, everyone.
I've been thinking: Is my life new or was I a living soul before as well, and when God sent me down as a new person, he erased my previous memories and became a new person?
Before that, I kept on believing that I'm a new soul, that's why I make easy mistakes that a normal person can't make. (This is actually proven in my Dreamworld chapters)
I've been sensitive about communicating with God, too, and I've realized that I DO want to know him better than just someone who gives life and takes it back when one has accomplished his deeds.
I've talked to April Sierra on this and I thank God that He used her as an instrument to clear my path so I could see straight. There are still things that are unclear to me, but I'm glad she's easy to approach. :) Thanks, April. :)
I would like to brag about having her as a friend and as a guide.
It may seem embarrassing that someone younger than me has more wisdom and insights than I, but I'm actually happy that their are still kids who approach God. I'm really happy... My peers couldn't be as close, I guess, and so they led me away from Him. I'm really glad April is there, along with sir 2sai4. :)
I've discovered a really good site: http://www.jesus2020.com/followup.html
Please view it. You won't regret it! :D
Here's another: BibleGateway.com - Revelation 3:20
As much as I hate to admit it, but I don't really read the bible. I'd rather listen to someone discuss it for me, because when I start oggling my eyes over the letters, I start becoming lazy and dizzy...<:< Am I really that demonic? I can't even stand reading a bible... But I'm interested to learn more about it, and I'm honest about that.
I was honest in everything that I shared to you here, and I hope you won't be afraid to do this as well. :) I'm proud that I did this. I hope you are, too.
I have to thank so many people for this...
I'll just leave it to God. He knows those people. ^_^
Thanks, everyone.
Friday, July 18, 2008
Risan Plushie + Prayers
This plushie was drawn last year (2007) and I dunno why I didn't scan it earlier. I think I drew this in our classroom...:shrug:
When I did my digital Rienzan plushie, I was basing him from this Risan plushie through memory (because I was lazy to find this sketch while doing digitals *refuses to take references*)
On a side note, please pray for EpicMyst's mom. Her mom has to take chemotherapy soon.
My brother includes her in the nightly prayers, along with psychotictwistedkat's aunt. Please pray for them!
I hope it's okay that I post their challenges publicly...<:(
EDIT:
I've finished the EpicMyst's Mom's version of the plushie.
You know, for once, I did this not for anyone's faves. I'm doing this to get more people to pray for them. Maybe if more people would pray for them, God would be convinced enough!
(Risan said I could ruin his picture if I do it for a cause)
If you pray for them, I could stop ranting about how miserable my life is when Maths and formulas are around.
Solar Wind by Snowkel lyrics
^_^ I lurves this song...
Yoriokosareta heddo okinukeni todoku taiyoukou
Shiroku ukabu nyuudoukumo
Miekakuresuru zetto mahiru wo yureru tsuki no iro
Yume wo hanatsu ameagari
Kono michi wo tobashite ima bokura nani wo otteiru?
Futo orikaettarishite tachi tomatta to shitemo
Machi no iro wa kawatteku
Kazashita te hiraite ano taiyou ni yararesousa
Yuutsu na omoi wa sora ni tokashite ikou
Atsui jaketto nugisute hashiri dashitanda dakara 6, 7, 8
Nai kaze fukasete ima tobi dashite GO!
Kutsusoko wa surihetteku nani ka kawari wo eru youni
Itsudatte heru hou ga saki nanda
Saki no koto wo mayou yori ichido kiri no ima to kodou wo sagashite
Ashita ni mukatte mada taiyou ga mienakutemo
Chiheisen no hatemade me wo korashite ikou
Fly Again fumidase tameratteiru no narana 6, 7, 8
Nai kaze fukasete tada tobi dashite GO!
Mayottara me wo toji tomatteshimatta jikan no naka de
Mau hane tsukamae tsuyoku nigitteiyou
Tsukanda te tsukidase ano taiyou mo kowasesousa
Yuutsu na omoi wa sora ni tobashite ikou
Try Again fumidase tameratteiru no naraba 7, 8, 9
Ten made hibikaseru kono koe dashite GO!
Ima tobi dashite GO!
Yoriokosareta heddo okinukeni todoku taiyoukou
Shiroku ukabu nyuudoukumo
Miekakuresuru zetto mahiru wo yureru tsuki no iro
Yume wo hanatsu ameagari
Kono michi wo tobashite ima bokura nani wo otteiru?
Futo orikaettarishite tachi tomatta to shitemo
Machi no iro wa kawatteku
Kazashita te hiraite ano taiyou ni yararesousa
Yuutsu na omoi wa sora ni tokashite ikou
Atsui jaketto nugisute hashiri dashitanda dakara 6, 7, 8
Nai kaze fukasete ima tobi dashite GO!
Kutsusoko wa surihetteku nani ka kawari wo eru youni
Itsudatte heru hou ga saki nanda
Saki no koto wo mayou yori ichido kiri no ima to kodou wo sagashite
Ashita ni mukatte mada taiyou ga mienakutemo
Chiheisen no hatemade me wo korashite ikou
Fly Again fumidase tameratteiru no narana 6, 7, 8
Nai kaze fukasete tada tobi dashite GO!
Mayottara me wo toji tomatteshimatta jikan no naka de
Mau hane tsukamae tsuyoku nigitteiyou
Tsukanda te tsukidase ano taiyou mo kowasesousa
Yuutsu na omoi wa sora ni tobashite ikou
Try Again fumidase tameratteiru no naraba 7, 8, 9
Ten made hibikaseru kono koe dashite GO!
Ima tobi dashite GO!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
To Christopher B. Grey+ RANTNESS
Despite the fact that it is I who is trying to bridge our communications once again, if you're still not willing, then nothing really will happen.
Just don't forget, I'm not the hacker here.
It just proves that you're still guilty of what you did.
I don't know the reason behind what you did to me, but if there's anything bad that I ever did to you, well I didn't mean it, so sorry. You know that I joke around you. It never came to me that you will take anything that I say seriously.
If it's about the "cousin love" themes in my previous deviations, well don't go thinking that I'm referring to you and me, dammit! I was referring to the NejiHina shipping! (Like I'd actually think of us that way, LOOOOOLLLLLLLZZZZ)
To end this little note (since no one reads it anyway), I will say this to you...
GLAD THAT YOU"RE LIVING IN THE SAME HELL AS MY ADDRESS!
And f*** all Maths! F*** ALL MATHS TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh wait, that's where I live O.o
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In other news, I'm still suffering in my little hell, which is known as Trigo+Calculus+Physics in the human language. -_____-;;
I don't get it... How come I'm the only one who doesn't get it!? AGH!!!!
I don't even understand why we even have to study it~! Where the heck can I apply it IN DAILY LIFE?! *frustrated*
If this continues, I bet I'd start wearing bracelets to cover my wrist cuts...
Or a choker around my neck to hide the strangling marks left...
*cries* Anyone who can make Trigo and Calculus sound as easy as ABC is a god! @w@
Just don't forget, I'm not the hacker here.
It just proves that you're still guilty of what you did.
I don't know the reason behind what you did to me, but if there's anything bad that I ever did to you, well I didn't mean it, so sorry. You know that I joke around you. It never came to me that you will take anything that I say seriously.
If it's about the "cousin love" themes in my previous deviations, well don't go thinking that I'm referring to you and me, dammit! I was referring to the NejiHina shipping! (Like I'd actually think of us that way, LOOOOOLLLLLLLZZZZ)
To end this little note (since no one reads it anyway), I will say this to you...
GLAD THAT YOU"RE LIVING IN THE SAME HELL AS MY ADDRESS!
And f*** all Maths! F*** ALL MATHS TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh wait, that's where I live O.o
~~~~
In other news, I'm still suffering in my little hell, which is known as Trigo+Calculus+Physics in the human language. -_____-;;
I don't get it... How come I'm the only one who doesn't get it!? AGH!!!!
I don't even understand why we even have to study it~! Where the heck can I apply it IN DAILY LIFE?! *frustrated*
If this continues, I bet I'd start wearing bracelets to cover my wrist cuts...
Or a choker around my neck to hide the strangling marks left...
*cries* Anyone who can make Trigo and Calculus sound as easy as ABC is a god! @w@
Friday, July 11, 2008
Discrimination!
To all Filipino friends out there…
The Philippine Government should take action regarding this matter. Don't let this man step on your territory, unless he apologizes to all Filipinos. The picture on the right side is the one!
TO: Patricia Evangelista " Congratulations"
SUBJECT: Hate Letter Against Filipinos
Please take time to read this, most especially the bottom part, PATRICIA EVANGELISTA's (a 19 year old Filipina) speech that won in a WORLD competition in London .
This is a hate letter coming from a radio talk show host Mr. Art Bell from Nevada . I dont consider myself patriotic but please read my reply below in BOLD LETTERS and send this to as many of your friends as possible until it reaches him.
This is a very disturbing open E-mail letter to all Filipinos around the world; specially here in North America !, from a man who has the power to reach millions of people. (he's a radio talk host)
Please read on..............
This is an open letter email by Art Bell, a radio talk show host in Nevada (more info in the email itself). Here is yet another person who has taken advantage of his power and privilege to use hateful words and racial stereotypes that breed further ignorance and intolerance in our society.
Art Bell is a talk radio host who has two shows that he broadcasts from his home in Nevada , that is rebroadcast by 400 stations across the country.
He's written 2 books. He lived in Okinawa , Japan for some years and had a radio program on the English station there. And it's hard to believe after reading the following letter from him that he actually has been to the Philippines (he's traveled fairly extensively around the world).
Check out his website listed at the end to get a glimpse of this fool who's spreading this hateful ignorance. And check his wife as well. This letter is so degrading, I think it's really important that everybody read this and not attack him, but respond to him in a civilized manner because otherwise his thoughts will be reaffirmed. Understand that not everyone has a viewpoint like we do, and that this is an opinion of someone who hopefully can be changed only by civil actions.
.................................................
Filipinos.....*make me puke* (Art Bell)
As we've all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of qualities all filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis. You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons of most Filipino Americans.
Origins of Pinoys/Pinays:
Are they really asian? Well we've come to accept the fact the Filipinos come from a part of the world known as South East Asia . But the term " Asia " is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a ' Third World ' Filipino try to connect themselves to the chinese or Japanese people. There is no connection and here's why. The Philippines is a Third World country. Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our entire human history. Young Filipino men in America have become obsessed with "import racing". They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It's a common phenomenon. In their minds, these Filipinos somehow believe that they are Asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and Japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it's an "Asian thing". This term..."Asian thing" derived directly from African American slang "black thang". "It's a black thang." "It's an Asian thang."
You can see the connection. It's even funnier that, in Japan , Filipinos are heavily discriminated against. The only Filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the Filipino prostitutes. But that's the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in th e world. Now we've come down to this fact...and it is a fact.
Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian.
They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as Japan , Korea , and China there is no way you can possibly connect the Philippine Islands. This assault by Filipino Americans to connect themselves with the great peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting. Try visiting a young Filipino's web site too.
You'll see something called the "Asian IRC Ring". It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don't act like this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in its element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again.
Another interesting thing is that these "thirdworld" people also frequent RC chatrooms such as #chinese #japan and #asian. They must believe that they are somehow related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it's c ompletely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact with China and even less with Japan during World War II, but these people are actually more closely related to african americans and Mexican americans.
Do the parents of these young Filipinos know what's going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural "Trash" element in Filipinos manifesting itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don't believe anything good ever will.
Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos). To all Filipino people:
Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World ! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China , do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to A sia other than location.
Your culture and technological advancement does not even come CLOSE to what Chinese people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It's not an "asian thing" it's an "American thing". You have no concept of culture...no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can't. And you will NEVER be able to.
I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people... but it is NOT related to Asia . Your Identity is Filipino.
That's all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means....
*** END OF ART BELL'S OPINION ***
------------------------------------------
A REPLY FROM A FILIPINO ----> I find this funny, he is right in some ways where we, as Filipinos don't actually have an "Identity". I think this is due to the confusion of our mixed races from Hispanic, Chinese, American and Malay origins. I see it in malls, imagine young generations wearing ski caps and ski goggles in a tropical country, baggy low rise pants like that of African Americans living in the Bronx of New York, not to mention endless whitening products being sold at department stores and drug stores.
But his ignorance also blinds him from the other truth. That while we may glorify Anime shows and Japanese Internet gaming, he is not aware that a nameless Filipino may be responsible for some technical aspects of some Japanese software. He is not aware of our contribution to the the society in general .Technological advancements that may have aided post war navigations and landing on the moon. That the antibiotic Erythromycin was discovered by Dr. Abelardo Aguilar from Iloilo creating the brand "Ilosone".
Thomas Edison may have discovered the electric light bulb and the fluorescent lighting was thought up by Nikola Tesla. But the fluorescent lamp we use today was invented by Agapito Flores (a Cebuano named Benigno Flores of Bantayan Island, according to the Philippine Daily inquirer), a Filipino scientist. Americans helped then-Philippine leader Ramon Magsaysay to develop it for worldwide commerce. That the personal physician of former U.S. Pres. Bill Clinton is Eleanor "Connie" Concepcion Mariano, a Filipina doctor who was the youngest captain in the US Navy. A Filipino writer Jose Rizal could read and write at age 2, and grew up to speak more than 20 languages, including Latin, Greek, German, French and Chinese.
Or that a Filipino genius was responsible for the near hiatus in the PENTAGON and White House nearly infiltrating their closely guarded secrets with the "ILOVEYOU" bug. Nuisance maybe, but still one heck of a 'beautiful mind'...not to be underestimated.
The list goes on and on, but who cares right? Certainly not Mr. Art Bell...Boy, I'm not surprised.
Perhaps Art Bell does not know that although we consider ourselves ASIAN because we are strategically located in the Southeast asian region of which our nearest neighbors are Malays, ASIA does not mean only Chinese and Japanese race of people. Th en maybe it is his connotation that " Asia" meant only our economically successful, paler brothers and he considers Malays such as Thais, Malaysians, Indonesians, and ourselves as a " Third World " race. Then it is "his" ignonimity that would make a civilized person of whatever race puke. Imagine literally connecting Chinese, Koreans and Japanese to the Philippine Islands which is archipelagos away from the countries he has mentioned. I also wonder where he got the impression that we aspire to be Japanese( ???) Hispanics maybe but not the Japanese. But even Hispanics today do not mind sharing their "surnames" to their Asian brothers who they have colonized for 3 centuries.
Another sad reality that although most Filipinos working overseas are domestic helpers and prostitutes, who does he think educates the toddlers of Hong Kong , Singapore , Taiwan and Tokyo ? Parents of these countries rarely have time spent with their children, leaving them to their Filipino nannies. And with regard to prostitution. Filipinos are not the only ones working as one. I HARDLY SEE FILIPINOS STARRING IN PORN MOVIES. THERE MIGHT BE A FEW FILIPINOS WE HAVEN'T SEEN , BUT MOST ARE FROM MR. ART BELL'S RACE.
He also mentioned that we have no concept of culture..no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy. How can we demonstrate Confucianism or Taoism in a Christian nation? IS HE INFORMED THAT THE PHILIPPINES IS THE ONLY PREDOMINANTLY CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC NATION IN ASIA ?! YOU HAVE TO USE COMMON SENSE IN A LOT OF THINGS SOMETIMES...
We do not need to create an identity for ourselves. We are who we are. Our identity stems from the anonymity we live in this world. How we contribute silently towards the progress of the world and not just one country. Although the Filipino blood may be tainted with malice, corruption, poverty and prostitution, it is not a perfect race... But so are the others. Maybe Mr. Art Bell needs to think about this.
WE MAY NOT BE PERFECT MR. BELL BUT AT LEAST WE STILL HAVE VALUES. FOR ONE THING WE DON'T PUT OUR AGING PARENTS IN NURSING HOMES BECAUSE "THEY'RE SIMPLY OLD AND WORTHLESS". WE DONT HAVE AS MUCH NUMBERS OF SINGLE MOTHERS WHO GET PREGNANT IN THEIR VERY EARLY TEENS AND EVENTUALLY BECOME PARASITES OF THE GOVERNMENT FOR YEARS AND YEARS.
YES...WE CAME TO YOUR COUNTRY TO WORK, TO EARN DECENT MONEY (HALF OF WHICH BY THE WAY GOES TO TAXES BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY SOCIAL PARASITES FROM YOUR RACE).AND BY THE WAY, MOST EDUCATED PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH DON'T COME FROM YOUR RACE... THEY'RE ACTUALLY IMMIGRANTS TOO. AND THOSE EDUCATED ONES DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU DO, PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY'VE REALLY BEEN WELL EDUCATED..AFTER ALL THAT'S SAID... WHO IS THE IGNORANT ONCE AGAIN?!
==================================================
Pinay wins it big in London
By Alfred Yuson
The Philippine Star 05/16/2004
Patricia Evangelista, a 19-year- old, Mass Communications sophomore of University of the Philippines (UP)-Diliman, did the country proud Friday night by besting 59 other student contestants from 37 countries in the 2004 International Public Speaking competition conducted by the English Speaking Union (ESU) in London.
She triumphed over a field of exactly 60 speakers from all over the English-speaking world, including the United States , United Kingdom and Australia , reported Maranan.
The board of judges' decision was unanimous, according to contest chairman Brian Hanharan of the British broadcasting Corp. (BBC).
~~
Augh! Random reply ^_^
I bet that Art Bell guy didn't even do a research concerning our roots. We had Malay ancestors, and I remember that because I met Asian dA people coming from Indonesia, Malaysia, and Korea. Once, there was Hachidaime, and he's from Malaysia. We met in an RP chatroom, and he said he liked a certain show called, "Pangakor Sayo" (or something like that...*stupid short term memory *), then I replied, "Wow, that almost sounds "Pangako Sayo", which translates to "I Promise You"...or something like that. ^^;"
So that proves that our language, before Spaniards colonized our country, was influenced by our Malay ancestors! XDDD
Lol, so that may not be the best example there. Let's try... .hack jobs! XDDD
If we're going to compare our country with .hack jobs, we might be the Adept Rogue, which is the "Jack of all trades, but master of none" (Yay, Haseo-kun~) *Is a .hack whore :iconimhappyplz:*
If we use that example, it would mean that our culture is really not strong. It's because we got influenced more by our colonizers, imho.
Oh my, I just googled up "Philippine Culture" and found a wiki proof! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Culture_of_the_PhilippinesTake that, Art Bell, you stupid sonuva--!!! *Ahem* sorry for the term. I just don't give a damn for mo*___----__-__-s like him. -__-
The Philippine Government should take action regarding this matter. Don't let this man step on your territory, unless he apologizes to all Filipinos. The picture on the right side is the one!
TO: Patricia Evangelista " Congratulations"
SUBJECT: Hate Letter Against Filipinos
Please take time to read this, most especially the bottom part, PATRICIA EVANGELISTA's (a 19 year old Filipina) speech that won in a WORLD competition in London .
This is a hate letter coming from a radio talk show host Mr. Art Bell from Nevada . I dont consider myself patriotic but please read my reply below in BOLD LETTERS and send this to as many of your friends as possible until it reaches him.
This is a very disturbing open E-mail letter to all Filipinos around the world; specially here in North America !, from a man who has the power to reach millions of people. (he's a radio talk host)
Please read on..............
This is an open letter email by Art Bell, a radio talk show host in Nevada (more info in the email itself). Here is yet another person who has taken advantage of his power and privilege to use hateful words and racial stereotypes that breed further ignorance and intolerance in our society.
Art Bell is a talk radio host who has two shows that he broadcasts from his home in Nevada , that is rebroadcast by 400 stations across the country.
He's written 2 books. He lived in Okinawa , Japan for some years and had a radio program on the English station there. And it's hard to believe after reading the following letter from him that he actually has been to the Philippines (he's traveled fairly extensively around the world).
Check out his website listed at the end to get a glimpse of this fool who's spreading this hateful ignorance. And check his wife as well. This letter is so degrading, I think it's really important that everybody read this and not attack him, but respond to him in a civilized manner because otherwise his thoughts will be reaffirmed. Understand that not everyone has a viewpoint like we do, and that this is an opinion of someone who hopefully can be changed only by civil actions.
.................................................
Filipinos.....*make me puke* (Art Bell)
As we've all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of qualities all filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis. You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons of most Filipino Americans.
Origins of Pinoys/Pinays:
Are they really asian? Well we've come to accept the fact the Filipinos come from a part of the world known as South East Asia . But the term " Asia " is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a ' Third World ' Filipino try to connect themselves to the chinese or Japanese people. There is no connection and here's why. The Philippines is a Third World country. Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our entire human history. Young Filipino men in America have become obsessed with "import racing". They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It's a common phenomenon. In their minds, these Filipinos somehow believe that they are Asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and Japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it's an "Asian thing". This term..."Asian thing" derived directly from African American slang "black thang". "It's a black thang." "It's an Asian thang."
You can see the connection. It's even funnier that, in Japan , Filipinos are heavily discriminated against. The only Filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the Filipino prostitutes. But that's the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in th e world. Now we've come down to this fact...and it is a fact.
Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian.
They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as Japan , Korea , and China there is no way you can possibly connect the Philippine Islands. This assault by Filipino Americans to connect themselves with the great peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting. Try visiting a young Filipino's web site too.
You'll see something called the "Asian IRC Ring". It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don't act like this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in its element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again.
Another interesting thing is that these "thirdworld" people also frequent RC chatrooms such as #chinese #japan and #asian. They must believe that they are somehow related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it's c ompletely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact with China and even less with Japan during World War II, but these people are actually more closely related to african americans and Mexican americans.
Do the parents of these young Filipinos know what's going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural "Trash" element in Filipinos manifesting itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don't believe anything good ever will.
Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos). To all Filipino people:
Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World ! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China , do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to A sia other than location.
Your culture and technological advancement does not even come CLOSE to what Chinese people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It's not an "asian thing" it's an "American thing". You have no concept of culture...no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can't. And you will NEVER be able to.
I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people... but it is NOT related to Asia . Your Identity is Filipino.
That's all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means....
*** END OF ART BELL'S OPINION ***
------------------------------------------
A REPLY FROM A FILIPINO ----> I find this funny, he is right in some ways where we, as Filipinos don't actually have an "Identity". I think this is due to the confusion of our mixed races from Hispanic, Chinese, American and Malay origins. I see it in malls, imagine young generations wearing ski caps and ski goggles in a tropical country, baggy low rise pants like that of African Americans living in the Bronx of New York, not to mention endless whitening products being sold at department stores and drug stores.
But his ignorance also blinds him from the other truth. That while we may glorify Anime shows and Japanese Internet gaming, he is not aware that a nameless Filipino may be responsible for some technical aspects of some Japanese software. He is not aware of our contribution to the the society in general .Technological advancements that may have aided post war navigations and landing on the moon. That the antibiotic Erythromycin was discovered by Dr. Abelardo Aguilar from Iloilo creating the brand "Ilosone".
Thomas Edison may have discovered the electric light bulb and the fluorescent lighting was thought up by Nikola Tesla. But the fluorescent lamp we use today was invented by Agapito Flores (a Cebuano named Benigno Flores of Bantayan Island, according to the Philippine Daily inquirer), a Filipino scientist. Americans helped then-Philippine leader Ramon Magsaysay to develop it for worldwide commerce. That the personal physician of former U.S. Pres. Bill Clinton is Eleanor "Connie" Concepcion Mariano, a Filipina doctor who was the youngest captain in the US Navy. A Filipino writer Jose Rizal could read and write at age 2, and grew up to speak more than 20 languages, including Latin, Greek, German, French and Chinese.
Or that a Filipino genius was responsible for the near hiatus in the PENTAGON and White House nearly infiltrating their closely guarded secrets with the "ILOVEYOU" bug. Nuisance maybe, but still one heck of a 'beautiful mind'...not to be underestimated.
The list goes on and on, but who cares right? Certainly not Mr. Art Bell...Boy, I'm not surprised.
Perhaps Art Bell does not know that although we consider ourselves ASIAN because we are strategically located in the Southeast asian region of which our nearest neighbors are Malays, ASIA does not mean only Chinese and Japanese race of people. Th en maybe it is his connotation that " Asia" meant only our economically successful, paler brothers and he considers Malays such as Thais, Malaysians, Indonesians, and ourselves as a " Third World " race. Then it is "his" ignonimity that would make a civilized person of whatever race puke. Imagine literally connecting Chinese, Koreans and Japanese to the Philippine Islands which is archipelagos away from the countries he has mentioned. I also wonder where he got the impression that we aspire to be Japanese( ???) Hispanics maybe but not the Japanese. But even Hispanics today do not mind sharing their "surnames" to their Asian brothers who they have colonized for 3 centuries.
Another sad reality that although most Filipinos working overseas are domestic helpers and prostitutes, who does he think educates the toddlers of Hong Kong , Singapore , Taiwan and Tokyo ? Parents of these countries rarely have time spent with their children, leaving them to their Filipino nannies. And with regard to prostitution. Filipinos are not the only ones working as one. I HARDLY SEE FILIPINOS STARRING IN PORN MOVIES. THERE MIGHT BE A FEW FILIPINOS WE HAVEN'T SEEN , BUT MOST ARE FROM MR. ART BELL'S RACE.
He also mentioned that we have no concept of culture..no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy. How can we demonstrate Confucianism or Taoism in a Christian nation? IS HE INFORMED THAT THE PHILIPPINES IS THE ONLY PREDOMINANTLY CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC NATION IN ASIA ?! YOU HAVE TO USE COMMON SENSE IN A LOT OF THINGS SOMETIMES...
We do not need to create an identity for ourselves. We are who we are. Our identity stems from the anonymity we live in this world. How we contribute silently towards the progress of the world and not just one country. Although the Filipino blood may be tainted with malice, corruption, poverty and prostitution, it is not a perfect race... But so are the others. Maybe Mr. Art Bell needs to think about this.
WE MAY NOT BE PERFECT MR. BELL BUT AT LEAST WE STILL HAVE VALUES. FOR ONE THING WE DON'T PUT OUR AGING PARENTS IN NURSING HOMES BECAUSE "THEY'RE SIMPLY OLD AND WORTHLESS". WE DONT HAVE AS MUCH NUMBERS OF SINGLE MOTHERS WHO GET PREGNANT IN THEIR VERY EARLY TEENS AND EVENTUALLY BECOME PARASITES OF THE GOVERNMENT FOR YEARS AND YEARS.
YES...WE CAME TO YOUR COUNTRY TO WORK, TO EARN DECENT MONEY (HALF OF WHICH BY THE WAY GOES TO TAXES BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY SOCIAL PARASITES FROM YOUR RACE).AND BY THE WAY, MOST EDUCATED PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH DON'T COME FROM YOUR RACE... THEY'RE ACTUALLY IMMIGRANTS TOO. AND THOSE EDUCATED ONES DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU DO, PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY'VE REALLY BEEN WELL EDUCATED..AFTER ALL THAT'S SAID... WHO IS THE IGNORANT ONCE AGAIN?!
==================================================
Pinay wins it big in London
By Alfred Yuson
The Philippine Star 05/16/2004
Patricia Evangelista, a 19-year- old, Mass Communications sophomore of University of the Philippines (UP)-Diliman, did the country proud Friday night by besting 59 other student contestants from 37 countries in the 2004 International Public Speaking competition conducted by the English Speaking Union (ESU) in London.
She triumphed over a field of exactly 60 speakers from all over the English-speaking world, including the United States , United Kingdom and Australia , reported Maranan.
The board of judges' decision was unanimous, according to contest chairman Brian Hanharan of the British broadcasting Corp. (BBC).
~~
Augh! Random reply ^_^
I bet that Art Bell guy didn't even do a research concerning our roots. We had Malay ancestors, and I remember that because I met Asian dA people coming from Indonesia, Malaysia, and Korea. Once, there was Hachidaime, and he's from Malaysia. We met in an RP chatroom, and he said he liked a certain show called, "Pangakor Sayo" (or something like that...*stupid short term memory *), then I replied, "Wow, that almost sounds "Pangako Sayo", which translates to "I Promise You"...or something like that. ^^;"
So that proves that our language, before Spaniards colonized our country, was influenced by our Malay ancestors! XDDD
Lol, so that may not be the best example there. Let's try... .hack jobs! XDDD
If we're going to compare our country with .hack jobs, we might be the Adept Rogue, which is the "Jack of all trades, but master of none" (Yay, Haseo-kun~) *Is a .hack whore :iconimhappyplz:*
If we use that example, it would mean that our culture is really not strong. It's because we got influenced more by our colonizers, imho.
Oh my, I just googled up "Philippine Culture" and found a wiki proof! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Culture_of_the_Philippines
Thursday, July 10, 2008
My New Theme Song
V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.
C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
C: If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized
If you just realize what I just realized
OoOoOOo
missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now
Realize, realize
realize, realize
(Copu-pasta'd from lyricsmania.com, so if you have problems regarding the lyrics, then go fuck the hell outta 'em, not me.)
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
I ate a dog because I'm good in bed!
[]Gotten detention.
[]You gave your teacher(s) the finger when they weren't looking. (lol, in my dreams, just lately)
[x] Chewed gum during class. (that's not so bad, y'know)
[] Gotten late to a class more than 10 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it
[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school
[ ] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes. (it wasn't me who started it...I was a bridge...one of teh 20 bridges...)
[ ] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher (the teacher was funny! XD It's not bad!)
[ ] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class
[ ] Hit a teacher with a textbook.
[ ] You got suspended
[] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
[ ] Slept through class
times your total by 5
repost as" I am 20% Hated by teachers at school
Pick the number of the month you were born in...
01 - I ate
02 - I needed
03 - I ran naked with
04 - I shot
05 - I killed
06 - I smoked with
07 - I banged
08 - I ran shirtless with
09 - I stabbed
10 - I cuddled with
11 - I slept with
12 - I killed
Pick the day (number) you were born on...
01 - the kool-aid man
02 - a dog
03 - a jew
04 - a toothbrush
05 - Santa Claus
06 - a lesbian
07 - Barney the dinosaur
08 - a prostitute
09 - a shoe
10 - a bag of weed
11 - the trojan man
12 - Paris Hilton
13 - a horse
14 - a condom
15 - a pickle
16 - a stripper
17 - a pornstar
18 - my lover
19 - an orange
20 - a crackhead
21 - a whore
22 - batman
23 - my crush
24 - a easter egg
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a homo
27 - a bowl of cereal
28 - a french fry
29 - your dealer
30 - a glass of milk
31 - ur grandma
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing...
White - Because thats how i roll
Black - because im sexy like that
Pink - Because the lil people told me to
Red - because I love marijuana
Blue - because I'm a pimp and your jealous
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - because I have AMAZING boobs
Other - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm good in bed
Orange - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i had to
Shirtless - because I've got abs
[]You gave your teacher(s) the finger when they weren't looking. (lol, in my dreams, just lately)
[x] Chewed gum during class. (that's not so bad, y'know)
[] Gotten late to a class more than 10 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it
[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school
[ ] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes. (it wasn't me who started it...I was a bridge...one of teh 20 bridges...)
[ ] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher (the teacher was funny! XD It's not bad!)
[ ] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class
[ ] Hit a teacher with a textbook.
[ ] You got suspended
[] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
[ ] Slept through class
times your total by 5
repost as" I am 20% Hated by teachers at school
Pick the number of the month you were born in...
01 - I ate
02 - I needed
03 - I ran naked with
04 - I shot
05 - I killed
06 - I smoked with
07 - I banged
08 - I ran shirtless with
09 - I stabbed
10 - I cuddled with
11 - I slept with
12 - I killed
Pick the day (number) you were born on...
01 - the kool-aid man
02 - a dog
03 - a jew
04 - a toothbrush
05 - Santa Claus
06 - a lesbian
07 - Barney the dinosaur
08 - a prostitute
09 - a shoe
10 - a bag of weed
11 - the trojan man
12 - Paris Hilton
13 - a horse
14 - a condom
15 - a pickle
16 - a stripper
17 - a pornstar
18 - my lover
19 - an orange
20 - a crackhead
21 - a whore
22 - batman
23 - my crush
24 - a easter egg
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a homo
27 - a bowl of cereal
28 - a french fry
29 - your dealer
30 - a glass of milk
31 - ur grandma
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing...
White - Because thats how i roll
Black - because im sexy like that
Pink - Because the lil people told me to
Red - because I love marijuana
Blue - because I'm a pimp and your jealous
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - because I have AMAZING boobs
Other - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm good in bed
Orange - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i had to
Shirtless - because I've got abs
Friday, July 4, 2008
Stolen Quiz
When quizzes are as awesome as this, it's really fun to steal...even if I have to break the Ten Commandments for it.
The Note:
Dear -your partner's name-
I don't know how to say this, but the Mafia is after.
I think I realized it that night in your van, and I saw you carve your name in my aloe vera plant.
I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that I have changed sex.
I'm sending back your ring, but I'll keep my sense as a memory.
You should know that I will inform The Swedish Tax Agency Woody Allen-imitations.
Go to hell,
-Frhaine
Rules:
1. Fill in the gaps with the info.
2. Post to DA or myspace... or something
3. You read this... you're tagged!
The Note:
Dear -your partners name-
I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realized it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
I'm sending back __8__, but I'll keep __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__
-your name-
The Info
1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:
blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes doesn't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister
2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?
January- that night
February- last year
March- when we were skinny dipping
April- when I was high on sesame seed
May- when I was shaving your legs
June- when you put handcuffs on me
July- when I threw up
August- When I saw the tiny head
September- when your dwarf bit me
October- When I was taking a walk
November- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy
3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with Mr and Mrs Bush
4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out
5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black – my best friend
White- my father
grey- John Travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- the Cookie Monster
blue- my aloe vera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange – my Carl Larsson-collection
pink – my cat
no underwear – my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk
6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - woman (if you're male) / man (if you're female)
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol – masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited
7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium
depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doesn't exist
ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
huggable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks
8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER/PAINT?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box
9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your high school grades
10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LAST NAME?
A/B – shall always remember
C/D – never will forget
E/F – Always will try to forget
G/H – will inform The Swedish Tax Agency
I/J – have always felt dirty because of
K/L – have never laughed in public about
M/N – am making a movie about
O/P – throw rocks at
Q/R – informed the psychiatrist about
S/T – get sick when I think about
U/V/W – told the news paper about
X/Y/Z – never liked
11. FAV DRINK?
water- our friendship
beer - pensioner
Soda- a new life as a clone
milk- Eskimos
wine- cocaine addiction
Cider- a passionate interest for mice
Juice- woody allen-imitations
lemonade- your embarrassing rashes
Whiskey - destroying the 2nd world war
other- hating Shrek
12. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION?
Thailand - Best wishes
Sweden- love
England- With pain
Spain- Go f*ck yourself
China- gross wishes
Germany- With relief
Japan- go to hell
Greece - Your eternal enemy
Australia- say goodbye to your pet frog Leonard from me
Egypt- Go now
France- Good luck
Other- Say goodbye to your creepy family from me
The Note:
Dear -your partner's name-
I don't know how to say this, but the Mafia is after.
I think I realized it that night in your van, and I saw you carve your name in my aloe vera plant.
I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that I have changed sex.
I'm sending back your ring, but I'll keep my sense as a memory.
You should know that I will inform The Swedish Tax Agency Woody Allen-imitations.
Go to hell,
-Frhaine
Rules:
1. Fill in the gaps with the info.
2. Post to DA or myspace... or something
3. You read this... you're tagged!
The Note:
Dear -your partners name-
I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realized it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
I'm sending back __8__, but I'll keep __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__
-your name-
The Info
1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:
blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes doesn't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister
2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?
January- that night
February- last year
March- when we were skinny dipping
April- when I was high on sesame seed
May- when I was shaving your legs
June- when you put handcuffs on me
July- when I threw up
August- When I saw the tiny head
September- when your dwarf bit me
October- When I was taking a walk
November- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy
3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with Mr and Mrs Bush
4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out
5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black – my best friend
White- my father
grey- John Travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- the Cookie Monster
blue- my aloe vera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange – my Carl Larsson-collection
pink – my cat
no underwear – my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk
6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - woman (if you're male) / man (if you're female)
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol – masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited
7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium
depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doesn't exist
ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
huggable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks
8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER/PAINT?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box
9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your high school grades
10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LAST NAME?
A/B – shall always remember
C/D – never will forget
E/F – Always will try to forget
G/H – will inform The Swedish Tax Agency
I/J – have always felt dirty because of
K/L – have never laughed in public about
M/N – am making a movie about
O/P – throw rocks at
Q/R – informed the psychiatrist about
S/T – get sick when I think about
U/V/W – told the news paper about
X/Y/Z – never liked
11. FAV DRINK?
water- our friendship
beer - pensioner
Soda- a new life as a clone
milk- Eskimos
wine- cocaine addiction
Cider- a passionate interest for mice
Juice- woody allen-imitations
lemonade- your embarrassing rashes
Whiskey - destroying the 2nd world war
other- hating Shrek
12. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION?
Thailand - Best wishes
Sweden- love
England- With pain
Spain- Go f*ck yourself
China- gross wishes
Germany- With relief
Japan- go to hell
Greece - Your eternal enemy
Australia- say goodbye to your pet frog Leonard from me
Egypt- Go now
France- Good luck
Other- Say goodbye to your creepy family from me
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Die die die
Augh, xiieet, in the end, I still had to upload it even without any contests...
Because I love you guys.
Full view recommended.
Happy New Year. Happy Valentine's Day. Happy Chri-- Merry Christmas.
:shrug:
Look! Frhaine's a white biatch! :iconminilarryplz:
Augh, I wish Maths were as easy as working on this...
Notes to remember:
:star: Frhaine's Ladder can take up several forms, one of it being the Flute Staff. Its abilities include summoning catastrophes and the damage inflicted depends on Frhaine's moods, as always. Frhaine's Ladder is a customized weapon like Rienzan's.
:star: Rienzan's Devourer eats up the souls of his targets. He's a licensed Dream Reaper so that's...fine. It also has a mind on its own but only follows Rienzan as its master.
:star: I upped the resolution/ image size.
:star: s=d/t, t=d/s, d=s•t. :D
I hope I remember stuff forever...@_@
Insert some more description here...
Oh!
Thanks again to :iconredheadstock: for the Clouds brushes! :blowkiss:
I hope you like it, everyone.
If not, tell me why you don't like it.
Comment seriously, please. Lest, I'll hide your comment if you don't comment seriously.
Because I love you guys.
Full view recommended.
Happy New Year. Happy Valentine's Day. Happy Chri-- Merry Christmas.
:shrug:
Look! Frhaine's a white biatch! :iconminilarryplz:
Augh, I wish Maths were as easy as working on this...
Notes to remember:
:star: Frhaine's Ladder can take up several forms, one of it being the Flute Staff. Its abilities include summoning catastrophes and the damage inflicted depends on Frhaine's moods, as always. Frhaine's Ladder is a customized weapon like Rienzan's.
:star: Rienzan's Devourer eats up the souls of his targets. He's a licensed Dream Reaper so that's...fine. It also has a mind on its own but only follows Rienzan as its master.
:star: I upped the resolution/ image size.
:star: s=d/t, t=d/s, d=s•t. :D
I hope I remember stuff forever...@_@
Insert some more description here...
Oh!
Thanks again to :iconredheadstock: for the Clouds brushes! :blowkiss:
I hope you like it, everyone.
If not, tell me why you don't like it.
Comment seriously, please. Lest, I'll hide your comment if you don't comment seriously.
Friday, June 20, 2008
I have Borderline Syndrome
I'm not emo--I just have Borderline Syndrome. 
I feel suicidal today more than ever. In fact, as soon as I got home, I lied on our bed and tried to stop my breath but God doesn't allow me to die, dammit!
*Wants to be an atheist sometimes because of it*
Oh God, why can't you just end this all?!
So don't ask me why I'm so depressed... This is normal.
And my idiocy about Math and other related subject is nothing that you should wonder about...
Yep, devART is all about drama now, so go to MangaBullet.com!
Listening to: [link]
--I'm collecting zeros on Trigo and Calculus. not fun.
--Hey, our Physics teacher said that when you fill up your resume, you should use "Mass" instead of "weight" because the unit of Mass is N while weight's unit is kg, which is wrong because Mass measures the quantity/amount of matter, or something like that... Oh my gosh! I forgot! I should die!
This was actually taught to us last...Tuesday?
As much as I hate to say it, but... Can you please pray that I finally understand everything about Math?
(Not that it has been confirmed by a doctor, but I know the symptoms...)
I feel suicidal today more than ever. In fact, as soon as I got home, I lied on our bed and tried to stop my breath but God doesn't allow me to die, dammit!
*Wants to be an atheist sometimes because of it*Oh God, why can't you just end this all?!
So don't ask me why I'm so depressed... This is normal.
And my idiocy about Math and other related subject is nothing that you should wonder about...
Yep, devART is all about drama now, so go to MangaBullet.com!
Listening to: [link]
--I'm collecting zeros on Trigo and Calculus. not fun.
--Hey, our Physics teacher said that when you fill up your resume, you should use "Mass" instead of "weight" because the unit of Mass is N while weight's unit is kg, which is wrong because Mass measures the quantity/amount of matter, or something like that... Oh my gosh! I forgot! I should die!
This was actually taught to us last...Tuesday?
As much as I hate to say it, but... Can you please pray that I finally understand everything about Math?
(Not that it has been confirmed by a doctor, but I know the symptoms...)
Monday, June 16, 2008
Awesomee~
First Christopher-the-Hacker is finally away from me and shows no trace of spying, and now, I did something awesome with my life--drawing this:
Wauuu!~~~~
With that huge watermark around, it means nobody should ever steal it. :) Claro?
Wauuu!~~~~
With that huge watermark around, it means nobody should ever steal it. :) Claro?
Saturday, June 14, 2008
deviantART
Okay, so I sometimes have to log in to my other accounts (never Frhaine-Shaia again).
You know, I had better friends on my new account. I can't just leave them like how Frhaine left, you know...
So...bye. I'm at MangaBullet. Find me and you'll get a cookie! :3
You know, I had better friends on my new account. I can't just leave them like how Frhaine left, you know...
So...bye. I'm at MangaBullet. Find me and you'll get a cookie! :3
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
I left dA for a very good reason
My decision was grand and not complicated. I merely wanted to escape the daily stress that dA gives. My watchers...they aren't happy with what I do anymore. I'd just go...
That's enough reason, isn't it?
Aside from that, I also want to get my old self back, but get improvements.
In order for me to fulfill that decision, I have to take action, hence, leaving all my dA accounts.
Yes, I have more than just 6. You don't know how many email accounts I have...
That's enough reason, isn't it?
Aside from that, I also want to get my old self back, but get improvements.
In order for me to fulfill that decision, I have to take action, hence, leaving all my dA accounts.
Yes, I have more than just 6. You don't know how many email accounts I have...
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Drawing Day, CME
We went to CME again to celebrate my tita's bday. I really planned on not going to swim, but it was so hot, xiet, so I had no choice left. :p I was just going to draw-- IT"S DRAWING DAY YESTURDEI!!!!!! grr, I was gunna sketch realism tryout but dammit, everyone got on my nerves that day... Except for Aliyah~<3 heartness :3
Good parts:
--I got the chance to go kayaking again--TWICE! X3 awesomee~~
--A really very nice young lady warned me not to leave my Havaiannas slippers because there are people who steal Havaiannas slippers on that place. She's so nice that I got overwhelmed...(sentimental emoticon here)
--I managed to work on a certain scene on my Chloe Valens doujin :3
--While on the wave pool, I picked up a 1-peso coin! X3 I thought it was just the sigay shell that Aliyah-chan found on the wave pool, but when I lifted my hand, it was a coin! XDDDD
--Aliyah-chan is so adorable...:3
Bad parts:
-- I wasn't able to draw as many sketches as I've planned. :| Now my imaginations are wasted...:<
--They took a picture of me-- Chris-sama's stolen shot of me, then the stupif fsking family picture. :| Fsk it. T_T Then they laughed at me, dammit. S***. Big, BIG s***
--I didn't get to see the large boobs. :| Dammit... I always miss out on all the fun...
--Others. I can't remember.
Good parts:
--I got the chance to go kayaking again--TWICE! X3 awesomee~~
--A really very nice young lady warned me not to leave my Havaiannas slippers because there are people who steal Havaiannas slippers on that place. She's so nice that I got overwhelmed...(sentimental emoticon here)
--I managed to work on a certain scene on my Chloe Valens doujin :3
--While on the wave pool, I picked up a 1-peso coin! X3 I thought it was just the sigay shell that Aliyah-chan found on the wave pool, but when I lifted my hand, it was a coin! XDDDD
--Aliyah-chan is so adorable...:3
Bad parts:
-- I wasn't able to draw as many sketches as I've planned. :| Now my imaginations are wasted...:<
--They took a picture of me-- Chris-sama's stolen shot of me, then the stupif fsking family picture. :| Fsk it. T_T Then they laughed at me, dammit. S***. Big, BIG s***
--I didn't get to see the large boobs. :| Dammit... I always miss out on all the fun...
--Others. I can't remember.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Tired and Bored
Not exactly bored, but...yeah...so what...
I got a haircut last Thursday when I went to my mom's office. Diz-sama was supposed to come, but he just can't wake up earlier than 10 AM... T_T dammit. My haircut looks like this:
We picked up our books yesterday and our arms were sore... Ice packs help :3
Now, I'm planning about how Fryane/Saruwatari Kumiko would look like if she cosplayed as The (Mad) Hatter, the Mad March Hare, The Queen of Hearts, and the White Rabbit... I don't suppose I'd make a Caterpillar nor a Chesire Cat costume for her, but who knows... I might not even make a Dormouse costume. :3 Heh.
Hmm... How else am I supposed to waste my time...
I wanna memorize the multiplication table and get faster with adding, subtracting, and stuff... I wish I knew how to divide properly. Why do we even have to learn Math, jeez...?!!!!/111?!//1
I'm gonna work back to my Yuri segment. Bye. :blowkissu:
I got a haircut last Thursday when I went to my mom's office. Diz-sama was supposed to come, but he just can't wake up earlier than 10 AM... T_T dammit. My haircut looks like this:
We picked up our books yesterday and our arms were sore... Ice packs help :3
Now, I'm planning about how Fryane/Saruwatari Kumiko would look like if she cosplayed as The (Mad) Hatter, the Mad March Hare, The Queen of Hearts, and the White Rabbit... I don't suppose I'd make a Caterpillar nor a Chesire Cat costume for her, but who knows... I might not even make a Dormouse costume. :3 Heh.
Hmm... How else am I supposed to waste my time...
I wanna memorize the multiplication table and get faster with adding, subtracting, and stuff... I wish I knew how to divide properly. Why do we even have to learn Math, jeez...?!!!!/111?!//1
I'm gonna work back to my Yuri segment. Bye. :blowkissu:
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Apologies
To those who added me up on YM and received messages around 8-11 PM, please read!
It wasn't me who sent you messages, I swear! The only person I talked to was Diz-sama (:devmagicknightdiz:) and I told him the story why I couldn't chat with him around those hours.
It's this:
I was about to watch Hard Gay on YouTube when my dad said he had to send files to his boss because he didn't receive them when dad was still in the office. Because of that, I let him use my user account (whatchamacallit) (I'm referring to the separate users in computer; mine was password protected...) FOR A WHILE. But then I found out that the files were in MB! I wouldn't really care at all, but when mySTUPID dad took my place, sitting on the chair without my knowledge when I just went to fix the noisy fan, he closed the Mozilla window, which means the tabs that were loading (Hard Gay, etc...) closed and stopped loading! :cries:
So because of that, I got MAAAAD(!) and forgot to sign out on YM! Then suddenly, after he finally sends all of his retarded MB size files, he tells me: Si ate may ka-chat na Mark Escuadro, o!, which would closely translate to "Look, *ate has a chat mate named Mark Escuadro!" (*ate usually refers to "older sister" or someone who's older than you, around the adult age) Then I went: Ha?! Naka-chat mo? Ano sabi? [Ha?! You chatted with him? What did he say?]
Then dad said he just buzzed, then he told Mark Escuadro: Ano'ng problema mo? [What's your problem?]
So that pissed me off some more! I don't talk to anyone that rudely except for Diz-sama! :rage::pissedoff::steaming::pissed:
Then my mom uses the computer ON MY ACCOUNT again, after dad! :rage: After playing Bookworm, she tells me who Kat Dalena is, so I figured that Kat went online in YM and sent a chat messages, but then my mom signed it off before telling me about the message! :rage: I signed back in, but my annoyingly killjoy dad tells me to turn off the computer already! CUUU$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
So I'm really, really sorry if you received some messages!
These are the people who added me up:
:iconmagicknightdiz:
:iconpsychotictwistedkat:
:iconlovelydreamweaver:
:iconnday:
:icontidusyuna:
I'm really sorry, guys.
It wasn't me who sent you messages, I swear! The only person I talked to was Diz-sama (:devmagicknightdiz:) and I told him the story why I couldn't chat with him around those hours.
It's this:
I was about to watch Hard Gay on YouTube when my dad said he had to send files to his boss because he didn't receive them when dad was still in the office. Because of that, I let him use my user account (whatchamacallit) (I'm referring to the separate users in computer; mine was password protected...) FOR A WHILE. But then I found out that the files were in MB! I wouldn't really care at all, but when my
So because of that, I got MAAAAD(!) and forgot to sign out on YM! Then suddenly, after he finally sends all of his retarded MB size files, he tells me: Si ate may ka-chat na Mark Escuadro, o!, which would closely translate to "Look, *ate has a chat mate named Mark Escuadro!" (*ate usually refers to "older sister" or someone who's older than you, around the adult age) Then I went: Ha?! Naka-chat mo? Ano sabi? [Ha?! You chatted with him? What did he say?]
Then dad said he just buzzed, then he told Mark Escuadro: Ano'ng problema mo? [What's your problem?]
So that pissed me off some more! I don't talk to anyone that rudely except for Diz-sama! :rage::pissedoff::steaming::pissed:
Then my mom uses the computer ON MY ACCOUNT again, after dad! :rage: After playing Bookworm, she tells me who Kat Dalena is, so I figured that Kat went online in YM and sent a chat messages, but then my mom signed it off before telling me about the message! :rage: I signed back in, but my annoyingly killjoy dad tells me to turn off the computer already! CUUU$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
So I'm really, really sorry if you received some messages!
These are the people who added me up:
:iconmagicknightdiz:
:iconpsychotictwistedkat:
:iconlovelydreamweaver:
:iconnday:
:icontidusyuna:
I'm really sorry, guys.
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