Apologies

To those who added me up on YM and received messages around 8-11 PM, please read!

It wasn't me who sent you messages, I swear! The only person I talked to was Diz-sama (:devmagicknightdiz:) and I told him the story why I couldn't chat with him around those hours.

It's this:
I was about to watch Hard Gay on YouTube when my dad said he had to send files to his boss because he didn't receive them when dad was still in the office. Because of that, I let him use my user account (whatchamacallit) _{(I'm referring to the separate users in computer; mine was password protected...)} FOR A WHILE. But then I found out that the files were in MB! I wouldn't really care at all, but when my STUPID dad took my place, sitting on the chair without my knowledge when I just went to fix the noisy fan, he closed the Mozilla window, which means the tabs that were loading (Hard Gay, etc...) closed and stopped loading! :cries:

So because of that, I got MAAAAD(!) and forgot to sign out on YM! Then suddenly, after he finally sends all of his retarded MB size files, he tells me: Si ate may ka-chat na Mark Escuadro, o!, which would closely translate to "Look, *ate has a chat mate named Mark Escuadro!" _{(*ate usually refers to "older sister" or someone who's older than you, around the adult age)} Then I went: Ha?! Naka-chat mo? Ano sabi? [Ha?! You chatted with him? What did he say?]

Then dad said he just buzzed, then he told Mark Escuadro: Ano'ng problema mo? [What's your problem?]

So that pissed me off some more! I don't talk to anyone that rudely except for Diz-sama! :rage::pissedoff::steaming::pissed:

Then my mom uses the computer ON MY ACCOUNT again, after dad! :rage: After playing Bookworm, she tells me who Kat Dalena is, so I figured that Kat went online in YM and sent a chat messages, but then my mom signed it off before telling me about the message! :rage: I signed back in, but my annoyingly killjoy dad tells me to turn off the computer already! CUUU$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$


So I'm really, really sorry if you received some messages!
These are the people who added me up:
:iconmagicknightdiz:
:iconpsychotictwistedkat:
:iconlovelydreamweaver:
:iconnday:
:icontidusyuna:

I'm really sorry, guys.

Hello...

Today, I have this feeling... It's like part of my brain/head gets this dimness as I move. My sight blurs for a millisecond then the top of my spine feels weird. I feel a little dizzy...


Stolen quiz.

Rules
*Total the number of things in each list you've done.
*No need to say which ones.
*If people really want to know they will grow the balls to ask.

1. Smoked
2. Consumed alcohol
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. Kissed someone of the same sex
6. Had sex
7. Had someone in your room other than family
8. Watched porn
9. Bought porn
10. Done drugs
TOTAL: 0

1. Taken painkillers
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine
3. Lied to your parents
4. Lied to a friend
5. Snuck out of the house
6. Done something illegal
7. Cut yourself
8. Hurt someone
9. Wished someone to die
10. Seen someone die
TOTAL: 4

1. Missed curfew
2. Stayed out all night
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
4. Been to a therapist
5. Been to rehab
6. Dyed your hair
7. Received a ticket
8. Been in an accident (what does this have to do with "bad influence...?"
9. Been to a club
10. Been to a bar
TOTAL: 1

1. Been to a wild party
2. Seen the Mardi Gras
3. Drank more than four beers in a night
4. Had a spring break in Florida
5. Sniffed anything
6. Wore black nail polish
7. Wore arm bands
8. Wore t-shirts with band names
9. Listened to rap
10. Own(ed) a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 1

1. Dressed gothic
2. Dressed prep
3. Dressed punk
4. Dressed grunge
5. Stole something
6. Been too drunk to remember anything
7. Blacked out
8. Fainted
9. Had a crush on a neighbor
10. Had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 0

1. Snuck into someone else's room
2. Had a crush on your best friend
3. Been to a concert
4. Dry-humped someone
5. Been called a slut
6. Called someone a slut
7. Installed speakers in your car
8. Broken a mirror (lol, more than twice)
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 1

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater
3. Cruised the mall
4. Skipped school
5. Had surgery
6. Had an injury
7. Gone to court
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
9. Caught something on fire
10. Lied about your age (on the net :D)
TOTAL: 1

1. Owned/rented an apartment
2. Broke the law in the police's presence
3. Cheated on someone
4. Got in trouble with the police
5. Talked to a stranger (the school peoples are strangers @_@)
6. Hugged a stranger
7. Kissed a stranger
8. Rode in the car with a stranger
9. Been harassed (my stupid ex-classmates from CKSC are fu**ed up retards)
10. Been verbally harassed (my stupid ex-classmates from CKSC, that stupid school...)
TOTAL: 3

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online
2. Stayed online for 12 hours straight (duh, deviantART-holic)
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
5. Been to a fair
6. Been called a bad influence
7. Drink and drive
8. Prank-called someone
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
10. Cheated on a test
TOTAL: 2

GRAND TOTAL: 13
lol

Brighter Pale

Her back is turned. She's not happy. She's naked.
She's just emo an ego...

emo, dark, brighter, pale, naked, pink, red, dodges, light, yellow, warm, warmth

Name Meme :3

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car): ...Tamahome/Miaka/Kurochan (doesn't have a car, lulz)

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe): Cookies n' cream sandals (wtf)

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Violet Bunny (O.o)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born): Bacani Makati (8D heii it rhymes! XDDD)

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Pah Pa :rofl:!!!

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Blue Fruit Juice! XDDD

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): I dunno...? (What's Nascar? O.o)

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy): *can't take perfume, allergies!* Coffee Dynamite (can't think of better candy right now) (LOL, stripper name! XDDDDD asshole)

10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter): Arevalo...Antique? (:O I don't know my own country...)

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower): Christmas Carnation (:3)

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now): Mango/Apple Pajamas

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree): Cookie Crisp Nara (LOL!)

Cellphone text messages

I have to delete my messages. But they're all so precious to me since they're wonderful quotes, so here they are :3

Pariz Hiltooone
Tnanung q and l0l0 q,
"msakit p0 b tlga magmhl ng lub0s?"
and sbi n l0l0,
"apo..."
"so wat kng mgmhal ang pulbos..?"
-o0 nlang ako...-

Xene2!
.'-hapi bday 2 meh.'-jeje!.'-

Veyin-chan?
'gud pm . sa lhat po, ingat po sa VAN NA WHiTE , na my plate# na VMM 507 , nangunguha daw yan ng internal organz ng mga bata , so gaiz, ingat kau! maniwala na po tau , wala naman mawawala eh db? so pan0h , ingat !Be SAFE .. 'nag.SMART aku saglit to inform you aLL..
' TC ALWAYZ ..
-> Vey. U

Edz
Der was a blind girl who hate herself bcoz of being blind. She hate everyone except her boyfriend. One day, d girl said that if she can only see the world she would marry her bf, one day someone donated eyes to her and then she saw her bf including her bf. Her bf asked her, now that u can see, will u marry me? The girl was shocked when she saw that her bf is also blind and she refuse 2 marry him. Her bf walk away w/ tears and said, just take care of my eyes"

Veyin-chan?
"HEART 4 SALE"

hu wants to buy my heart? I'm having it for sale, though it's only second hand, still it functions well .. coz 1nce I sold it whole but he damn returned it in2 pieces. so now I had it all repaired, so now I'm back in business. Hu wants to but my heart? Satisfaction guaranteed. It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty .. so if someone is asking for the price, well, it was 4 bargain, it only costs true LOVE ..

--
Part 1 pa lang yan, tomorrow na ung iba, antok na ko eh. :3

Did you know...

that the word "cooties" originated from our term "kuto"?! :o

Did you know that Coke Zero and Pepsi Max contains Aspartame, which is known to be carcinogenic/cancerous?

DID YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS MY BLOG?! :o

HOMG! Xo

Computer...

UPDATE: FUCK! My stupid ignorant fucktard asshole bitch brother finished TotW: RM and didn't let me watch the cutscenes and movie! FUUUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK...


So the computer died for almost a week... It started last Monday night. The computer would only last until the startup, or maybe it wouldn't even get there at all! When we try to log in, the screen would turn black... And since our teacher had many appointments, the computer just got fixed last Sunday. :cries: I died thinking of what to do without knowing what's going to happen next with Kiba... I was already at Ep. 32, and crunchyroll wouldn't buffer properly, so I had to watch 33. What a spoiler -______- T_T

I was jumping up and down cuz I was nervous. (Weeeiiirdduh)

My brother won't let me play Tales of the World: Radiant Mythology for as long as I wanna! *craii*


I ended up drawing. LOVELY sketches. There's a benefit of the computer loss after all...

So sketches are up here!
I had a better picture in my mind, but I couldn't put it in paper, so it ended up like this. I still like it though. I think it's decent enough...

(And like, so what if the girl looks too short? The creature looks cute anyway...



Fuck, blogspot suddenly stopped uploading my other images, fuck, so links now.










SPOILERS:

Candee Gurl Sketchery
Sunflowers
Shaia Chara Sheet
Fanart???!?//1/1
Exodus- incomplete set/sketch
WIP

quiz

This is you entire life (so far that is):
( ) Smoked a cigarette(second-handed counts too-just breathing in the smoke)
(x) Drank so much you threw up (lol) (not alchohol) {it was when I tried to swallow a capsule...}
( ) Crashed in a friend's car
( ) Stolen a car
( x) Been in love
( ) Been dumped
( ) Been Laid off/fired
( ) Quit your job
(x) Been in a fist fight (i won and they were all guys)
( ) Snuck out of your parent's house
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back(pretty much every time i like someone thats the case)
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Lied to a friend
( ) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die (out of the thousands that die everyday no i haven't)
() Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico (crossing da border shh)
() Been on a plane
(x) Been lost (I was 3 years old :| dun give meh thet look)
( ) Been on the opposite side of the world
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
) Swam in the ocean
(x) Drank sea water (ICKY!!!)
( x) Felt like dying
( ) Almost got killed (I sure wish)
( x) Cried yourself to sleep (at night...but there are weird reason why :3)
( ) Played cops and robbers (when you have 27 cousins its like the bbest game evar!)
( ) Recently colored with crayons (I have colored pencils! And CS3!!!)
( ) Sang karaoke (nuuuu, never)
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( ) Make prank phone calls (we don't have a phone :|
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage come out of your nose
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue (>:o when did it ever snow here in the Phils?!?!??///!?1)
( ) Made a snow angel (Our climate is TROPICAL, lol, no winter here)
( ) Danced in the rain (-_____- I grew up too fast and didn't enjoy my childhood)
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus (no he only gives me coal D
( ) Barfed in the middle of the night
( ) Watched the sunrise with someone you cared about
(x) Blown bubbles (Oh the good old days...wait, I'm still young! >:o)
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller skating
( ) Gone ice skating (can't balance and can't afford it)
( ) Built Bionicle (lol, I'm a girl, and that toy is never available in our country...or maybe I'm just not updated)
( ) Have a Wii (at least we have PSP!!!!)

OK, here are the questions:
What time is it now? 9:09 AM
What is your full name? XDDDD not tellin' ya. (I prefer Frhaine Anderville, though)
Where were you born? Makati
Ever been toilet papering? eh? nuuuu
In a serious car accident? nuuu, my relatives drive safely :3
Like or love anyone? :D I dunno
Do you plan on having children? no :|
Favorite day of the week? Friday! :D
Favorite restaurant? whatevers
Favorite sport to watch? I don't watch sports. I don't like them. If they were SEAgames, though...
Favorite Ice Cream? I lourves every ice cream 'cept for wasabi
Favorite Shake flavor? :D I lurves every sweet, y'know :D I go for fruit shakes
What color is your bedroom? white. :| untouched YET
Favorite non-alcholic drink: uh...fruit juices? :D
Body piercing? no.
What is your favorite vacation spot? whatever...? :D As long as it's relaxing, I'm fine
Ever steal any traffic signs/billboards? :| I'm not THAT retarded, you know...
Favorite Salad Dressing? *doesn't/ CAN'T eat salads*
Favorite sound? pearl drops on the water
How do you see yourself in 10 years? animating something
Furthest place you will send this to? i*shrug*
What are you listening to right now? I'm watching Kiba (crunchyroll) and Doraemon on TV
How many pets do you have? none. My rabbits died. My brother thinks our rooster is a pet, though...
What would you like to accomplish before you die? GET MY STORIES PUBLISHED AND BECOME A SUCCESSFUL ARTIST AND BE MORE POPULAR THAN JK ROWLING LULZ
Do you think pillows are cute? :)) lol, if it's a bunny...

You Forgot...

that this is MY blog, MY personal site, and I do everything I wanna do with it.

^_^

hello.











la lang. para lang may masabing nagpost ako.
:3
Peace.

Better Version: Gade: Alternate BG

Awesome empty background!

That's me in the pink clothing...I'm uglier. You should really start looking for my Multiply account nao. :D


How come you can't see the circular motion...


Lol, you guys...

After all the effort...

Mother's day is so hard...

E, ano sa'kin?!

Gade- Original BG

Original description:
-____- *not in the mood for titles...but that one was on my mind since yesterday...

Anyways, I absurdly procrastinated on this one... My computer lags when I save it... I don't like that. I bet this is around 25 MB or something... Oh wait! I checked...it's actually 45 MB! *sigh* All for the good of Mother's Day...

I was gonna post an emo description on this one, but it's waaaaay past the computer limit, so see you tomorrow, 'kay? :D :blowkiss:
I'll explain later. Read it, plz.

Added:
I added sparks for the gay effect. :3
I stopped working on the hair... It's hard... And the skin tone, too... I DON"T CARE< SHUDDUP
I was going to work on the green bubble things and turn them into leaves, but yeah, the computer lags, as I've said for the nth time now. I tried Pointillism. If you don't know it, then wtf do I care?! I don't need to explain!

I really don't care if you hate it. It's just the same assumption as with Rienzan: Prince of the Night, anyway. Yeah, I hate guys like you who can't see my effort

Sarcasms on board. You can't blame me for sleeping too much, you know. I have no control when I'm not in proper line of consciousness.
Whatever.

Entry:

This isn't for you, so wtf do I care if you don't like it? :|
My mom likes everything that I do. I shouldn't be bothered by you guys if you say you hate this because it looks so incomplete. Well, swallowing my pride to admit it, but it IS entirely my fault because I stopped working on this one... I had other works. This stresses me much lately...

I know working for this for days isn't enough to match my mom's sacrifices for raising us... But still. I want her to know that I love her deeply, despite having much conflicts lately.
It might sound weird, but since I was in Grade 4 or so, I was always thinking that she loves my younger brother more... I think I'm a really selfish bastard teenager. It should be normal, I guess, but I don't like having that feeling towards my mom, because every night, I just cry, thinking of scenes using my characters...

I get teary-eyed in writing this. Let's stop now.

(You didn't read it all, anyway. T_T)

Oh great!

More typos.
Awesum!
What could get better than that...


:| Seriously, this wouldn't get off my system on its own.
Let's write down the sources of my stress.

First case: SDL duel.

Pakshetenings! Lovelydreamweaver owes me my sleeps! :rage: I swear I couldn't get a single sleep since she challenged me on a duel in SDL! I wasn't in the mood of making panelings, ya knoe!? And I have no plot; no story; no nothin'! :chainsaw: I'mma kill ya after this...

Seond case: Mother's day.

-___- A li'l query here... Am I still obliged to continue working on this stupid Mother's day project...? My mom kept on pissing me off lately... And I'm such a selfish bastard. Yeah, I'm a teen, so it's no wonder. :|

Third case: MARK ESCUADRO

I don't like the fact that he keeps on pushing HIS style into me.
One day, we had a chat. He said, [in Tagalog, but I had to translate it] "Wow, you're improving. Think you can try out my style now?" Oh jeez, I just wanna sipe that smirk off his face!
That proud bastard...

-__________-

I HOPE HE READS THIS PIECE OF JUNK I"M WRITING, HARHARHAHRHHAHRHARHAHRAHHARHAR
And the guy doesn't even read my journals, yay, so how would he find out about my amazing blog site, ne?

Awesome. Now I gotta go. -__-

Pakshetenings

Lougin, Katrina and Maricris are here again. T_T And Maricris even brought her "ina-anak" -_________-;;

PAKSHET.





Sadly, they are the people who don't appreciate my arts.















Wala si Patrick. ^_^ That's the only good thing today.


Whatever. Here's a WIP. :3






Flowers marked in red: Painted with a mouse. Again. But they were sketched first. :D *peace*









Basta, pakshet sila. ^_^

Yay, quiz!

1) What's your character's name?
I have lotsa characters :3
Rienzan! I choose you! *pokeball*


2) How old is he/she?
Over a thousand.
Rienzan: I stopped counting...

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
Guy.

4) What's his/her race?
Demon. got a problem with that?

Appearance

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
He already looks normal...except if he would reveal his wings. I don't think he'd get that much, unless he gets to our place with me. :D He'd get everyone's attention. And every girls in town will get envious of me!


2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
Umm...yeah? But his race is obviously avoided. T_T

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
If his wings are to be spread, then that'd be one. It could be the belt strap on his hair, though...

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?.
TOTALLY! XDDDD


Personality

1) Temper?
He doesn't usually show emotions... And when he gets angry, well, it's not totally that much...

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
Uhh...maybe... Oh hey, yeah, I remember now!

3) Leader or Follower?
Leader. :)

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
He's so silent. It's kinda hard to talk to him, actually...

History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
Yeah, but I don't know who his mother was... You already know who his dad was.

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
No, he formed a clan. The Clan Dream. It's a small clan, consisting of 5 members.

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
There was a time...but I'd be too selfish if I said what it was.

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
^_^ secret. ^_^


Romance

1) Single?
Yeah, but sooner, he won't be. ^_^


2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
YAH!!!! You're talking to her now!

3) Virgin?
Totally! XDDD

4) Does your character like flirting?
I don't think so...


Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with?
Umm... Maybe hawk...


2) Musical Instrument?
Violin. He's incredibly emotional, but amazingly fun to listen to.

3) Element?
Darkness.

4) Planet?
Hermetics.


Showing the Love

1) Do you draw your character?
YAH!!!!! XDDD too bad he's not appreciated...

2) Do you write about him/her?
YEAH, but nobody is interested...

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
XDDDD TranceFair does. :3

4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
I was engaged to him. ^_^


RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
I don't think so...but he's avoided. Especially by the Heaven Council...

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
a) Me :D
b) Too much pain and hatred and evil... Can you believe he's a demon?! >o
c) Holy powers. *DUH*

3) Strengths?
a) ^_^ Me, too. ^_^
b) *He gets his strength from the dreams he reaps...
c) *wut else...*

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)?
NO!

5) What's one quirk about your him/her?
He doesn't enjoy talking...

6) Does your character have any phobias?
Nuuu

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
Hurt me and he'll kill you. :)

8) Does your OC like chickens?
maybe!
But never the chicken pet we have...that my stupid fuckin' brother treats as a pet...


The Final Question

What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
^.^ fiancee. ^_^

Enjoiii the spoilers, kids.

Hahaha lololololololol

awesum!





























Here's DOUBLE awesum!












Yay, PLUSHIE!!!!!
















Here's MEGA-AWESUUUUM!!!!!

WUT?! You don't like it!? Well go to HELL! D< Go meet 'im there! D<




I hope he reaps your dreams and your soul... D:<