Vacation Mar. 28-30, '08 I'm always thinking about dA!!!

I can't really say that it's a mess, but most of it IS a mess... Let's start from our house when my mom came home with Tito Bong, shall we? :3 Okay, I change my mind... The part when we get inside the van and they realize that their change wasn't given to them?

So here's how it went: We were about to reach a toll gate, so my uncle started to feel his pockets to get some money. He asked my mom if she has the 500-peso change from the gasoline station, and she said she didn't. Then she said she remembered that the gasoline boy didn't give the change; only the receipt and the stub. Then they said that they'd get back to the gasoline station on Sunday, since we're almost halfway through Pasig.

We reached Pasig and spent the night on my cousins' place. Top-sama has Crisis Core on the PSP!!!!! NO WAIII!!!!! :faint:

The following day, I think that was around 4:30 AM (they kept on saying that "I knew we won't make it early!" we started getting busy. I was hungry...and yet the food wasn't so pleasureable...=.= Let's skip that part.

Our service came. ^_^ It's kinda like the same vehicle we used to go to Baguio, but I'm not sure if they ARE similar... Anyways, I had to stay outside for the rest of the hour while waiting for ht others, since I really can't stand the scent (ODOR is teh word!) of car air conditioners...
Thankfully I didn't feel so upset while on the trip, and I'm amazed taht I survived the "Bitukang Manok" road, as what the adults call it. It was a really annoying road...it's so zigzagged T_T and whenever the vehicle turns to either left or right, I usually bump into the window (I was sitting on the second row beside the window) then my cousin .

I hate the fact that he skips the song when it's about to end... There was this time when Your Guardian Angel started playing, and when it's on the last chorus, he pressed the next button (or something)!!!

While on the trip, I started having some inspirations for my story, formed a few good inspirations for my next pieces (of art, lol I do ARTs?!), AND finally I have a fanfic in my head for Chloe!!!! XDDD The long awaited moment...

Around 9 or 10, we reached our destination: A private area in Quezon. I was quite disappointed, seeing that I was expecting that there'd be lots of pools and the jet-ski they promised! Instead, there's only one pool...a small, rectangular one, which was standard (I hate standards stuffs...) T_T PISSED OFF. When I headed to our place, I wanted to stop breathing... The place smells so ewww... Then we realized that there were pigs near our place! :faint: But good thing that the smell doesn't get inside our place. ^_^ Seeing the rocks near the pool, I suddenly got this "Wow-I'm-a-great-rock-expert" feeling, whatever... There are great rocks near the pool AND the beach! The beach didn't seem like the paradise beach you dream of...it was a rocky beach, but the rocks were so amazing! I found pieces that looked almost like jade pieces and some sedimentary rocks, r0xx0rz my s0xx0rz!!!!!!! XDDD You should've been there!

I couldn't stand the heat, so I finally dipped into the pool while trying to figure out how to finish my SDL character, and an intro to my Chloe fanfic...=.= I was supposed to start a comic about it, but my cousins started to sprinkle me with water >:o so yeah...I gave in! XD

Moar junk talk? Okay! ^_^

Before my mom and some female adult relatives go and buy food for lunch, I took one of the Tempura snacks... Being bored, I almost finished the whole pack. It was a large pack... ._. Don't look at me that way!

We didn't expect that looking for food would be so hard, especially that they(mom, aunts, and some adults) were looking for seafoods. Despite the fact that the place was just near a beach, seafoods were pricey! Dudes, if you're near a fish port, seafoods shouldn't be so expensive! My aunt spent 3000++php, then my cousin (Nani, married, 2 daughers) also spent around 1000++php, just for the sake of our lunch!

Later, they came. We had to wait for hours 'til we get to eat...only to find out that those aren't the food that I was expecting... I'm pissed off! SKIP THIS PAAART!!!

Later on, we went to the beach. It was freakin' HOT!!!!!! Stupid global warming! Listen to the Earth, people! LISTEN!!!!!!!!! It's suffering because you are all just plain losers!!!!!!

So the beach... At first, I wasn't supposed to get in...but then I stepped on the sand that touches the water with my bare feet, and that relaxing feeling I got pulled me in... I found imaginations and daydreamed for sometime... I realized something: step on the part where the water touches the sand and look down. Whenever the water gets back to the sea after a wave, it's like you're moving! I felt a bit dizzy back there, but it brought me to Dreamworld for a short time... That was fun. :nod: Later on, I dipped into the sea itself... The water was fine. Salty, of course, but you can't stop loving the massaging of the sands...=.= I wanted to sleep there, if only the sun didn't come out for such a long time...

Anyways, I brought home some rocks. I love the ones I picked, okay?! SHUDDUP! Rocks are cool! :D There are some that looked fitted for pendants and there was one that I created a story about, which would be included in Risan's arc XD. See how crazy I am?

I got tired later on, so I went back inside to wash. The shower wasn't working!!!!!!!! %^$@*(*%!~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had to wash on Nani's room, where the shower is working... The light wasn't so bright, and twice or thrice, it seemed like it was fluctuating... I got that "here comes the serial killer!" feeling, after watching that fu***n' movie called "The Hitcher" (more like "The Bitcher")...blahzz... I got sand all over my body! X. I was through, then I forgot to bring my clothes...hahahah I wanna say yummm for some reason now... My mom took them for me ^._^

I went back to drawing. I kinda finished a design, but I wasn't really satisfied with it... I played Kingdom of Paradise. The characters can't blink! WTF was that about!?!?!??! But hey, the sword skillz are mad!!! I wanna have 'em for Risan and Shaia!!!!!!! XDDD

Second day:
I got up at around 8 am, I guess... I didn't really care of what's going around my surroundings at that time. It was quiet... I can't really remember much anymore...

We went back to the beach again. This time, I got into the sea. On the first day, I just sat on the shore and let the waves hit us. Before I dipped in, Stacey was with me, gazing over the huge empty sea...and then we realized that is wasn't empty at all. T_T I found a Mr. Chips empty pack moving around, then a few minutes passed and it was gone. Some stupid people who can't tell trash can from sea...T_T must all DIE!!!!!!

When I went into the pool for the las time, my cousin started annoying me again, and there was a time when he pulled me to the deeper part of the pool, then I jumped on him and he had no choice but to bring me back! That stupid jerk...T_T Then when I dipped in, I saw a Cheese Ring empty pack. I took it and threw it somewhere far from the sea, cuz there are those damn jerk dumbassed dirty bastards who just can't tell whether it's a sea or a junk yard cuz they're all too stupid to know...

Whatever. I still can't finish my fanfic, my SDL entry, and my gift for Molly and Llywellyn! :gasp:
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:yay:

cuz I'm a lazy brat...is all. Buh-bye now!

An Update

So they came back again...Katrina and Maricris, to be exact...and they brought Jocelle along! :pissedoff: I hated the fact that they tries to invade my personal life... That's why it's "personal", right? Personal things are fun to explore...controversies and all that stuff. But we should at least consider the person we're trying to explore, ya?! So stay out of my personal life!!!!!!

The fact and the point is, I DON'T MISS A SINGLE FUCKIN' THING ABOUT THEM!!!!!!!!!! Graaaahh!!!!

Reunion of 2nd Year HS from CKSC

Yesterday (Mar. 27, 08), two of my ex-classmates Lougin and Mark came to the house to ask me if I'm coming with them for a reunion the following day. Lougin said that our English teacher/adviser Ma'am Ghem (Germaine) wanted to see us again.

So that day came, which is today, Mar. 28, 08. When we came to Lougin's house (where the reunion is to be held), we waited for quite a long time for Ma'am Ghem to come. She soon came with MJ (Mark Jan, the mortal enemy), and she said that she was surprised to see that MJ is so silent. WTF...

So yeah, "reunion"... I thought that they would notice the change in me, but I'm certain that they didn'.t. Not much reaction to my appearance, my personality... Jeez, some lame people.

Maricris was the top 1 of her class, Lougin experienced most of the good times and good studies in her school, so many opportunities... I wish I had them, so I wouldn't dream so hard of achieving a good life; so that I wouldn't be so emo...

When I first found out about the reunion, I was happy and excited to see them again. But today, I'm just disappointed... They should've at least made it a happy reunion... Instead, it was just like an old visit to some old "friends". Stress on the "friends" because I don't think my connection with them was deep. In fact, today, none of them actually enjoyed talking to me, as if it was how things were before...

The trauma that I had before...it's like it's accumulating up again. I really DO wish that I was Shaia...the Shaia who never cared about what idiots thought of her, the Shaia who never took time to pay attention to them, the Shaia whom I admire for every time I wish that I could be someone... Why can't I? Shaia was just based on me...so it should be easy for me to live like her. As someone born under the year of the Monkey, why am I so different? I should be uncaring of them... I should pay attention to those who do like me, and not those who care for their own!

Why can't anyone see this misery? I wish there was someone who cares...who understands!

Cheerios

T_T Weird...

Click here to see the description of Year of the Monkey!
I just found out that I'm born under the year of the Monkey after all... I grew up believing that I was under Rooster...:< Well a little rant; in fact, this isn't a rant at all! Just an observation...

According to the description there, "Monkeys are intellectual and their memory is phenomenal. They recall the smallest details of everything they have seen,read, and heard. They must depend on that memory since they have an otherwise untidy mind." I agree with the untidy-mind-part, but the memory-part...:faint: I actually have memory gaps or sudden memory loss, and I find it hard to remember mathematical stuff... T_T The site was a smooth-talker!

I find most things difficult, too, and I don't feel so happy about myself. I wanna talk about the other parts, but I have to do something else...

I think I'm more of a Rooster, really. Rooster!
Read it. I find most of the descriptions matching my personality...